saviour

i cannot believe my manager said that i am his saviour. HAHA Today was really busy.. Omg. Lucky i go home at 6pm.hehe.

I miss su man.. We met yesterday for dinner. wah.. BreeksCafe was awesome. i so love the grilled chicken chop. suhairi treated me seh. heheheh

Oh.. and i watched new moon again. i just so love looking at robert pattison. hehe. (=

xoxo

tmr school sia. and get to meet him too. (= excited



i love you suhairi mansor

walnut cheesecake

i watched Legion with Faizul yesterday night. And it was merepek nak mampos.

fuck shit

Some kind of friend just deserve to die. =(

I am so upset. I am so gullible and naive to succumb to your sweet words. Years and years of friendship just flush down the toilet. I fucking hate you, BITCH.

coz you never try.

I watched toothfairy with su just now. It was Hilarious.

Its our 27th month today. HAHAHA. & i don't know if we should celebrate valentine's this year. HAHA. & there is no mango studded jacket for me too. We are a very poor couple. keke

I am working tmr. 3 to 9.

& today i just don't get this module inside my head. Like WTF???

ok lar. i really love you uh suhairi. haiya. how dare you said that to me. =(

Singling out the couples-Stella Duffy

"It was my duty Sally. It's what you do. You make a choice and you stick
with it and you keep going even when times are hard. That's the point. Time's
are going to be hard anyway, love. For all of us, no matter what. You've really
only ever got yourself to lean on, we're all alone in the end. Just like Grandma
Irene was. So you might as well get some companionship while you can"

watson queen

We met just now. I miss him so much. I very tired uh. Met him at my bus stop then off to library borrowed 2 books. Then just sat & walked around.

I ate Muddy pie at coffee club. What a letdown. =( though i love the monkey tart that su ordered. Hehe. love love you

Tmr i work 10 to 9. =(


i so tired. ='(

for suhairi =)

xoxo

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I went out with Huda. And it was so much fun after my stressful exam. like WTF. i only don't get one question. =( and it's a fail. fuck.

I am going to work tmr. I hope i will do OK. (= i am starting to like working at Bakerzin.

xoxo

i am feeling that suhairi is super nice lovey dovey with me now. (= love you su.

LJS.

I was lazy to put on my make up.

We met at Causeway thought of studying at his place. But he treated me watched movie. We watched the Morgans. Its a nice movie actually. A light hearted comedy romance show. He also bought for me pens and notebook for school. Hehe. (=

Then we ate at Haji Karim. Long time since his accident. Haiyo. Yea. Still the same. (= And we lepak-ed at his old block. So fun

Tmr is my exam. Good luck to me.

MANGO DENIM JACKET $79!!!!!!!!!!!

I met him at his house. Hmm.. And off we go to Marina Square. (= We were happy happy go lucky. Bought cookies at Famous Amos. We actually planned to watch movie. And so we was like trying to hide it inside my bag. We are very clever people. Actually him la. HAHA. But then we changed mind. we changed mind again. and again.

We walked around. And i saw the most beautiful denim jacket ever at MANGO i fell in love with it. SERIOUS. I almost cry that i didn't get to buy it. I almost cry. I really want it so much. Just so bad that we are having a hard time.

And i don't have the motivation to go to work tmr. =( i am just so lazy to do anything. how sad.

Maybe this jacket will be my motivation

why you like this? ='(

catch up

i wanted to type something insightful but i keep backspacing it. you wanna know what that means. I AM STUPID!

i miss suhairi. =( & sorry love. didn't mean to hurt ourselves. i mean. this always happen yea. i just don't wanna lose a friend. i love you.

*****

Last friday night.. I went to cineleisure with faizul to catch law abiding citizen. it's a nice clever plotting. i really like it alot. but yep. good guys always win. (= hahahaha and really shocking Kfc is still open at like 130am. So accompanied him eat for awhile. then went home after that.

Then yesterday was my first day at Bakerzin. At first i was so confused i really don't know what to do =( but i have a cool head. hehe. just do what i can do. (= the people are all nice. and wtf i dropped a drink. ahhaah..

ok la. lazying around now. tmr school got test. bahh.

I just finish chatting with Huda. & she so funny end the convo with this. (=



OK i love you too. (=

Grace isn't a touchy-feely type. She's not the sort of woman to snuggle
and cuddle and lavish him with kisses. But she does(did?) touch him. She
gets
very cold hands and feet. When they're watching television she has a
habit of
warming her hands by putting them under his clothes, snaking her
hands up his
sleeves. She doesn't do this any more. When he was shaving at
the bathroom
mirror with a towel wrapped around his waist, she used to stop
and kiss his back
on the three freckles like a triangle the he'd never even
known existed till she
told him. She doesn't do this any more either. He's
started taking note. It's
not that she flinches when he kisses her hello or
goodnight. She doesn't move
away when he hugs her in bed. But she completely
avoids touching him at all.

i miss you, Grace. I really miss you, honey.

I think this is most scariest. I will hate this if it happen to me. =(

The Last Anniversary - Liane Moriarty

Until he died she hadn't realised just how often Jimmy had touched her: a kiss on the forehead in the morning when he brought in her morning tea, sudden bear-hugs if they met in the hallway. When they watched the six o'clock news together they'd sit thigh-to-thigh on the sofa and he's absent-mindedly stroke her arm while he concentrated on the news, frowning heavily and muttering beneath his breath at the politicians' lies. He'd run his fingers up and down her spine while they read together in bed. And patting her bottom - well, the man couldn't leave it alone!

The problem was that after all those years her body seemed to have adapted to being touched. Now the touching had stopped, just like that, with no warning, and it was a shock, like a blast of cold air.

We indulged ourselves at pizza hut. At last i ate my hawaiian pizza and the warm chocolate cake. We are not truly satisfied with the cake but hope i got to taste it at Bakerzin soon. (=

In relationship there is no i. It is always WE.

xoxo

HAHAHAH

And i thought UE Square is a shopping mall. It is an office building. The training was damn fun. I was thinking about madelinemadelinmadelin. And guess what. The girl that went training with me name Madeline. Am i a psychic or something? Hehehe

Actually i wanted to take full body. Because i really love the pants that i was wearing.

OK

March then got money. I so sad. ='(

As usual i am on time to school. I am always on time. (=

School was awesome. (= First day of school got gossips already. Like Wth. Haha.

I miss suhairi. Tomorrow will be my first day working. I am so scared. =( yea.. and i got my pay tmr. And i can't stop thinking that i need to save.

SAVE SAVE YOU MUST SAVE MONEY. gahhhhhh. sucks

313@SOMERSET

Remember i said Forever 21 will make me go crazy? hmm.. Hell no. Well maybe i was with su or i have no money. hehehe

But at least i bought something at G2000. Haha. I need a black pants you see. For my work. Haha. I hope i will do ok in F&B line.

Tomorrow will be the first day of school. Damn so nervous. I hope they like me. (=

xoxo

I love you you so much.

Right now you might be in the process of moving from one job to another, Libra. This might even be a total change in career. Your hard work is paying off, though it may not show up in your bank account for a while yet. There might be contracts to be executed first. Your social life may be put on hold until all facets of this transition are worked out. Don't be intimidated, however. You've made the right choice.

That above is my horoscope for tmr. (=

I listened to this almost every night. & i can't help myself to shed a tear. I don't know why. But i love suhairi so much. I have never been really happy before i met him. Hehe. Why am i being so mushy now.

Anyways, I hope everything will be all right. GOOD LUCK TO US.