i love this song.

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& i hope we pass our presentation tmr. alot of efforts put in. imagine sitting at starbucks from 3 to 10pm. HAHA and i was extra funny due to coffee. i hate coffee sometimes. & like what su said failure is not an option. Be confident you know. love him alot.

sigh.

i love you i love you

i am missing su so much. i can't believe i cried.

just now we watched the sorcerer's apprentice and it was quite hilarious but the Dave acted really seriously geeky maybe that is what the director want him to potray to the audience but to how he acted was over-exaggerating. the producer should get a better hot actor who look geeky but yea.. hahahahahaha ya.. whatever.

and today is the first time i ate nasi ayam penyet(w/o sambal) ya.. i kental also cannot take spicy food. hmm... & my pregnant collegues said that when you're pregnant whatever you don't like to eat when you pregnant you will crave like crazy over it. haha crazy

i have not been playing with my polaroid and jelly camera. no money to buy film. HAHAH.

k la.

xoxo nights. i enjoy my day except for that presentation part.

i just got home and feel so tired. everyday is a long long day but feels so short spending time with suhairi. i just got home anyway meeting su in 45mins time. i have alot of time to prepare myself. (i think)

ya anyway presentation sucks so much. we failed and need to redo it and present again on thursday. what the fuck. the trainer is playing mind fuck game with us. i'm so tired. but i have time to do on wednesday with ziela and mira. and i hope we compromise with each other ideas this time.

i will never trust someone wholly this time. i learn from my mistake.
regret regret

i better go now. my face is damn oily. aku rase nak dkat uzur la. and i just realise that when i am angry i will usually speak english which is kinda odd i think i took this habit from my primary school malay teacher. HAHAHA

byebye

oh and i just apply a full time job at crocs. i hope they call. pray hard.
i need a full time job to excel better than part time.. work so hard but no incentive. =(

i really don't know what to do. =( shall i move on again? or just stay and just be complacent with the place. oh god. oh shall i just wait till i graduate? i really don't know. if i save some money i won't think like this you know. but i guess i just try my luck on monday. who knows they will be impress by me? hmm.. i guess i don't know.
life is all about uncertainty. the future will never tell you to do what you have to do. but life move on after all they never stop for you.

xoxo

hi. i'm tired. and i cannot think.

i love su. i miss you lots.

i seriously gave up on my presentation now will just discuss it tmr. just sucks urgh. anyway i ended my night nicely. (= i'm happy. i feel contented in what i have. i'm happy. i love my friend. (= (= hugs thank you. (= shhh..

today morning briefing was so fun!!!! i so love it. we played this guess what actor by asking questions. (always play with su) i only asked 3 questions and i got it right. i so clever. i know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ehehheehhe just kidding.

i can;t sleep. i have this humongous eyebag ever. but it's ok. a bit exaggerating over there. hah

i can't wait to meet love tmr. (= i'm just happy happy happy.

xoxo

My ex added me on facebook. it's kinda weird coz i might say that in all i think i hurt him the most. hmm.. sucks. sigh.

& i love suhairi very very very much. hehe.

hmm.. i'm like staring the google page.. i don't know how to start on my presentation slides. how to put it in. my innovative ideas? ahhahahahahahha sucks la.
i hope i could finish it by today.

xoxo

hi.

i'm like hmm.. still thinking and thinking but nothing come out. =( guess.. i will just do it on wednesday night then. last minute work. urgh. i'm so stress out =(

i miss you already.

goodnight baby

hi (=

wah. today at work was pretty relaxing like serious.. though sales was really bad for me. hmm.. don't know when will people rush to shop again.. come on.. spend your GST money. well, needless to say. i shopped alot. like alot. i just bought a t-shirt for my sister.. her birthday tmr and a polo tee for su. (= god. i really miss him. but tmr we'll kiss and hug. love you so much.

xoxo

woooo.. two weeks for pay day. HAHA. can't wait to go shopping. i need to get a bag.

i miss you su. where are you with your friends. sucks i'm always not invited =(

nothing on you su.

rest day

hi,

yesterday was the written assessment and role play. we need to dress formally for it. and yes i bought the EXPENSIVE LONG BLAZER at ZARA. but it's ok. like what my SM said i deserved it coz i work hard for it. RIGHT? hehehe

a few of my colleuges have been asking what will i do after my school. somehow for some unknown reason. i would like to do alot of things you know. but most importantly i would like to continue study SUCKS but that is the choice that i'm taking. and su gonna serve his NS so i study lor.

oh. ya. i think i did well except for the role play that i need to interview. just sucks coz i just know that i only need to ask 5questions and i was like choosing and counting the questions that i lost focus on the interviewee asking me questions...... haha but i am the best interviewee so i think my prospective employer anywhere out there please hire me. HAHAHA joking with you.

& a few of my classmates was like so dramatic about it i don't see the point to hate the trainer like WTF so i chose to keep mum when they were bitching about her. sigh i tried to keep a positive mind that she did that for my own good. i did learnt you know. she gave a reasonable comment about me.

ok anyways, i watched despicable me with su ytd.. IT WAS AWESOME! WHAT!!!! i love you su.

xoxo

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hello (=

so lazy at work just now. people are so confusing. dealing with people on the job. so fickle-minded. uh.. k whatever. tmr i have written assestment and i can't remember a thing now. and a freaking role play to be a manager interview prospective employee. HAHAAHH. I CAN DIE I TELL YOU.

but i am all gear up. can't wait to meet su too. (=

xoxo love you lots (=

wow.. today class was released way early. & i just rmbr to buy soap. hmm.. later then buy la. i so sleepy i at home now anyway. hmm.. so bored.

need to study later. oh man. thursday will be a role play(formal wear) and this written assestment. damn. need to study. it's really hard. but i hope i can take home the dip cert. seriously.

yay.. i have an excuse today to buy blazer. i have always wanted to buy but i kept procastinating it like a million time. haha but i no money leh.. =(

i have not been buying su anything for about i don't know 3 months now. =( so sad.

later gonna meet him i think.. i hope he's in good mood. hehehe i love you baby.

xoxo

morose

i miss you very much =( i miss chilling with you at night. it's not the same in the day.

hurt is inevitable in relationship. we all have to face it in life. consequences we bear it. responsibility of the person getting hurt. pacify it. must be calm. whatever whatever. when will it end? when will it end? i love you. i love you very much. more than ever. i see you as my everything. my heart and my soul. i'm sorry. i walked away. i did. i knew i did the right choice by walking away. coz i love you. love you so much. can't you see it. i love you MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE. i'm sorry.

xoxoxo =(

blah blah blah blah blah blah that is what i'm feeling now. blah blah blah blah

i'm ugly =) gonna sleep now

until my heart stops beating

hmm.. so sad. suhairi was so sick when i saw him just now. the theatre never help too. it was so cold. guess what did we watch? yes. ECLIPSE. to su(ANTI EDWARD CULLEN) he said it is BEST. hahah SO CUTE la you.

uhh.. i miss you already. i will be working from friday to sunday full shift. i wanna work less next week. so tired la.

and you know what. coz i was so confident to the max that germany gonna win and guess what they lose so bad you know. it's unbelievable. & we really feel that spain bribe germany coz AHHAHA SPAIN TAK PENA MENANG WORLD CUP WHAT!! true or not? think about it. sigh so disappointing =(

i love you su. see you on monday

inspiration

i really don't know why.. but i have been thinking about opening a store of my own.. it's really freaky.. because the ideas kept pouring in. OMG. i wish i have the money now.

i miss su.. he's having a fever. sigh. gonna meet him tmr. HUGS BABY.

work is fun. i seriously love serving people and giving them my opinions. THEY LISTEN. hehehe

i have not been shopping for awhile now coz i need to save. my sis and su's sis bdae is coming. and i still owe him my present. ahah. =(

k baby meet you tmr

i'm meeting su later.. and i really don't know what to wear.. watching knight and day. i think it's a really crappy show coz of the title knight and day. i really wanna watch eclipse that's why i feel so bleagh now. sigh i'm so bored now nothing to do eh.

i also need to buy some stuff at toa payoh. shits. lazy man.

yesterday was funny shit. coz my store manager have a friend at body shop so can get SP. but when we went there together with her on our dinner break.. her friend was so shocked coz she said she got budget.. $500. hahah. i only bought this white musk EDT for $12.. ahha so anything can ask her if wanna buy. hehhe.. so good to have alot of friends of friends whatever at retail line so can get SP. hehehe. no la. but i'm not that thick skin though. coz everywhere got budget.

have i tell you where i work at? i hope not. HAHAHAHA

XOXO

shop till you drop

went shopping with sery (=

ya anyway, yesterday really sucks coz swimming complex is close. it will open back on 1st sept. but good so i can work out on my tummy? HAHAHAHHA big big tummy.

so now as you know.. it kept on raining and raining and i kinda feel sad coz the Earth is dying right. hmm.. i love susu

xoox

full shift tmr =(

kuku

yay.. after like 7months plus.. at last we are so gonna go for a swim tmr night. HEHEHEH. i love my boyfriend he's buying me the swimming suit. oh and should i cut and color my hair.? i'm thinking red. but i think next week since i'm going swimming at night. ya la. haha. ohk.. decision made. and a bit of shopping spree on Friday with sery. seriously cannot wait to meet her.. miss her so much can (=

and i can't believe i cried at work.so irritating to the max. hahah i really don't know what is my future offering me.. ( i cried not coz of my future) uh fuck i don't know.

tmr is my presentation tmr my last presentation. I SO HAPPY MUACKZ MUACKZ.

ok i'm like babbling nonsense and all.. tired i wanna work more. work more. work more. more money. more money.

my colleague so sweet just now. we went BK to get the meal and free taro pie right. but it was sold out. but when it was like 8pm other team went for their break.. they also eat BK. OMG.. got taro pie. and coz i don't get it.. she passed her taro pie to me. i so happy.. she so sweet. she also bought the team brownies when we help her to hit the division target. like seriously baik!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xooxox