don't you let me go, let me go tonight. god. i love this song.
dry my eyes dry my eyes
i miss you baby.

& & i cannot believe it.. i really overhit my sales target on saturday.happy. target 1400. and i did 1900. (=

xoxo

NO PRODUCTIVY. PISSED. SO HARD. SO STRESSFUL

tired eyes

i'm dying. i'm doing my PEST analysis now. fuck. i need to sleep. =( i need to do alot of things =(

i miss myboyfriend. and i had a laughed with jerome just now. damn funny. i thought today was sunday and i told every customer convincing them to buy.. hahaa. telling them today's the last day of the promotion. WTF WTF

k

xoxo

yay. just finish the third slide. so many slides to do.. but i think i'm doing good. (= i miss you baby

tmr full shift again. sigh.

beautiful moon

before i start contemplating whether to insert the profile of the company or just straight to the point.. i update my blog first. hehe

school was fun.. work hard play hard. and i cannot believe i blush or i feel like hiding in one corner when people talk about marriage. it's not that i was embarrassed or anything i think i rather i mean i forecast my marriage will be like in 3years time or 4 or 5. not ready i guess.. way too young for it. just wanna have fun and study and find money right at this stage. but this trainer won't stop he kept saying if he can take good care of you ok already. he don't know anything about me to comment anything about me life. hmm.. a bit pissed but it's ok. must get use to this question in years to come. hehe

met suhairi just now. woah.. he is like the sweetest man i ever had. love him so much. HUGS MUACKZ

devastated

so sad.

even in the saddest moment he still could make me smile.

M:i will take care of you when you get older.
S:haha. if you marry me.
M:haha. if you propose me.
S:haha. promise u?

...

i love you very much

my family went geylang without me. oh wells..

all i felt just now when i got home. i felt empty. like yea.. must cherish them. of coz must cherish or maybe i'm not use to be real alone at home. hmm.. the kecohness and laughter. and shafiqah damn cute just now. she supposed to go zoo. but she don't want and cry cry cry. so cute. KIDS.

k la.

wanna continue on my PPT. sigh

xoxo

OFFDAY!!

i enjoyed myself yesterday with su. i love you more and more.

i wanna pray hard everyday every seconds every minutes that su won't get the ARMY. i seriously cannot imagine myself without su. 4weeks without meeting him.. like alot of people say... confirm i will kill myself. HAHA. sigh. i so sad already thinking about it.

it is because his friend afiq is going army on 3rd october. so please please.. that month is so so so mad important. really. my birthday and our 3rd anniversary. =(

ok la.i shall start doing my assignment now.
love you so much suhairi. muackz hugs

i just got back from school.. written assestment was super hard. and i really don't know why.. eerr shall complain it to BF. sick and tired of it.

today i learnt about financial planning. it's very funny just now.. i was sms-ing suhairi. and then the trainer asked me question and so i just say.. but then he said you uh.. your body is at here but your mind is somewhere else. what are you thinking? and i just answered my boyfriend.HAHAHAHH

k xoxo.wanna play my mall shop then mandi (=

i think i am going crazy. i shall sleep now. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ya.. was doing my assignment. grr. incomplete. but it's ok. tmr can discuss again.

xoxo

and work is boring without certain someone. sigh

cicak i miss you la.

byebye

err..

i don't know if i should do this alone. but nobody cares. and i guess.. i think this is for my own good. but i'm like stressing myself. too much pressure. eh heck.. what am i doing here? hahaha distracted for awhile.

listening to the XX. hmm.. baby. i wanna sleep.

i love you, baby.
so cute and chubby. (=

xoxo

I NEED TO FINISH IT NOW. MY GOAL.
i suppose to write a strategy goal but i don;t have any idea. grr..
what?? to expand the restaurants target market err. NO. I DIE NOW

personal finance

pissed off with someone. damn irritating. WHATEVER OK!

early in the morning, chatted with wati's sister at the bus stop. just so nice to have company to chit chat. (= happy morning joking and kidding with classmates with extra projects. grrrrrrrrrrrr.. which i have no time to do will be working. it's damn hard =( i will persevere. thursday written assessment & presentation. sigh. why is finance so challenging? why oh why.

after school=su=happy hour. HAHA
went to the library with him. read this book. and it says that if you don't have money don't spend. i had to agree with that. MONEY DISCIPLINE. i wish i have more time to read.

tmr full the next day afternoon. i think i must work less but couldn't afford it. =( no money

k la.
i love su

i'm playing mall world at FB. so bored now. it's my off day today & my adek's bdae.

ytd school was a total bore.after school was great hehe. thnks mira and BF. hehehe.. mira bought me that esprit shirt that i've been eyeing for(advance bdae present)HAHA and su bought me a necklace at topshop. and i so love this bag at topshop that cost $89. next month maybe baby? haha. so bored now la.

(so bored that's why)
here is the list that i want: netbook. levis watch(for su). canon digi ixus 130. nokia e63. red ked or vans shoe. topshop bag. HAHAHAHAHA

ya la.

xoxo

i love you so much. (=

hehe

i was so upset at first but i need to think rational ya ya ya.. but he still accompanied me to break fast together. omg. i wanna die. love him very much. after that at work i was all deliriously smiling all the way stationed at fitting room. seriously. this is what love do to you. two more months to our 3rd anniversary. i feel contented that we are still feel romantic as ever. hehe.

hugs & kisses syg. meet you tmr (= sayang you baby

i miss suhairi =( i wanna cry. it's already 1am now. =(

i miss you alot.

will be working again and tmr too.

=)

i went out with su today. hehehehe we went to eat at barcelos at vivo. it's so delicious. but still botak jones is more worth it with the price and the quantity of the food and the presentation. i love botak jones. lets breakfast botak jones on tuesday baby.

su colored my hair just now. damn funny. love you. thank you HUGS

tmr get back to reality. working full shift two days. uh... feeling lazy. i just wannabe with su.

haha

i took off on sat. but i'm still at home. i'm so bored i wanna cry. urgh..

i have wrinkles. =(

will be meeting su tmr. (= so excited la.

hmm.. my handphone condition is deteriorating and i heard there is this BB Torch. & it looks sophisticated and all. wah man.. i will be considering it. ya i know. mad expensive hor. hmm.. =( so sad.

oh. i bought for su a polo tee again. hehehehe so excited to show it to him.

ok la. finance finance.

the trainer asked so what is your expectation for this module? & i answered to balance my balance sheet. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? hahaha crazy

xoxo
love you lots. one week to my adek's bdae =)

abundant of happiness

oh well. su was so worried that i didn't reply his msgs. luckily you read my blog at 4am huh. i miss you already. i had fun with you today. (=

tues and wed working day. thurs school after that meet su. fri work. that will be the days of my life. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH ok la. whatever gonna sleep now.

xoxoxo love you baby

i so sad.

i never get the chance to wish su goodnight and he thought that i don't love him. i wanna cry coz it's not true. =(

my hp cannot charge anymore =( and i have no money to buy a new one. in other word i'm also lazy to buy a new one. =( coz i i i love my HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BABY HOW BABY HOW BABY HOW TO CONTACT YOU TMR. =( sucks.

these 3days have been a hectic one i swear i'm drop dead. i really don't know what i am babbling i'm just sad and i feel like watching new moon the part where edward break up with bella. HAHAHHA that part i could cry every time i watch it. AHAHAHAH crazy pig. i so sad la now. i can't sleep.

tmr will be this finance module. sucks uh just sucks. how to wake up =(

SAYANG I MISS YOU =(