love me love

LOVE YOU

i'm listening to amy winehouse.
and love.

Just to see your smile make my life worthwhile.
i will be good to you.
i will bring joy to you.

hehe HUGS

miss you

everything about you.

OMG OMG OMG!!

i am so at lost =( i feel so lost like a real kambing la. just roaming around eating grass.. i am confirm start school on 3rd may. should i?

HUDA BE STRONG BABE HUGS.

adventureland

well, i have been watching tv. and i love star movies channel. hehe i watched adventureland. & i think it's awesome. i have always wanted to work at that kind of place. but i'm growing old. so i need to focus you know. hah. yea. i actually wanted to post something sappy. like almost everynight i would cry woke up the next morning with a swollen eye. wear thick eyeliner to cover it up. but anyways.. i learnt something new about myself. when i was crying my hand would be like shaking shivering like crazy. it's so scary. that i scolded myself for crying. ya. i'm weird. very weird. whatever with that. forget it. now i have migraine. sucks. EVERYTHING SUCKS. GOODBYE

insane

guess what?
aku da graduate (= next week start my diploma course. still not confirm though. and i wanna quit bakerzin. hmm..

just now i met up with sery. we watched shutter island. i really like the movie. but of coz you need to really concentrate on it. it's really scary and quite sad at the same time. yeah..

no i am so broke you know. coz just now we ate at the place called heaven loft. B&J. AHAHHA. mad expensive la. don't wanna go there anymore.

hehe sigh i really have no mood to go to work. =(

my wardrobe a mess

& i feel like that too.

do you know what i miss most?
saying I LOVE YOU to the person i love.

today i feel happy. i don't know why. i'm off tmr. but i requested to work just now. 10 to 6. there were a lot of problems today. geex.. i think some people were sleeping. and always the waitress yang kena maki. =( whatever it is. i feel really happy. HAHAHA.



i hope eveything will be alright. miss you

omg.. i'm still sick. 1hour30mins pass... and i haven't receive any reply from you. how disappointing =(

ok don't think so much.

so tired from work tmr 10 to 9 =( got party some more. seow can die already

i care

today i went to school like normal. yea. monday i will graduate. HAH. & i'm so happy that amira said that her workplace got vacancy.. i have always wanted to work at fashion store you know. (=

anyways, i met su after that.. we watched kisk-ass. and it was awesome super super super awesome. (=

it's a must watch.i love the kid you know

i'm sick. i'm hungry

i watched bride wars just now. and it feels so good that aisha called me in the morning today. OMG she took her bike prac 1 already and was complaining to me how heavy it was. haha damn. i wanna take bike prac man. =( and sery, huda and faizul messaging me. feels good but i still miss him though.

the last song

='(

CINTA

i want to play my pet society. hehe (=

Anyway, suhairi is diabetically sweet just now. AHHA. he changed my room light. coz the owner of the house is too LAZY TO CHANGE. whatever. i love you.

Anyway, i just got a news from su about something. oh man.. justice is super unfair. 1k fine only. WTF. it should be more man.

xoxo

i miss my long hair. ='(
i feel like doing extension.

depressing

i have a good day you know as usual. felt guilty though coz the trainer suddenly stopped the lesson. =( met su after that. watched date night. it was super funny. i kept laughing all the way.

ok the thing is. when you laugh hard you cry hard.

something when wrong when i got home. it really infuriates me like crazy. ya.. whatever la. i just can't wait to move out from this house.

ya.. whatever it is. it's just wrong to raise your voice to someone really older than you. and i think i don't want to talk to them. i don't want to.

work. school. work. school. bf. friend.

kisskisshughug

i miss you baby.
goodnight.
i wish i'm staying at woodlands. we are so far apart la syg. please psycho your family to move here. HAHAH. and you must take the corridor room. keke miss those days.

love you love you baby. be sexy when i meet you tmr ok



AND I REALLY HATE IGNORANT INDIVIDUALS. it's just bullshit when they say ignorance is a bliss. WTF WTF. ade ke patut org tu tny babi sausage sedap ke tak. i am MUSLIM SIA. what should i suppose to answer that. stupid.

lost

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss my nya'yi. SERIOUSLY. almost in tears when i saw her pictures at my cousin FB. urgh. FUCK me. i always wanted to visit but i somehow hmm.. blah blah blah but i always visit my nenek. i so sad. and you know what. i forgot my father birthday. it was 31st march but i only realised it when someone bought a birthday cake and then it hit me. but it was one week late. i fcuker right. terrible person. grrrrrrrrrrr.. & i've not been watching TV this few months. AHHAHA I was waiting for suhairi. i waited at his school for 2hours grr.. then i slept and watched the tv. HAHAH. and there amazing race & TOP MODEL. i didn;t know man. i so sad. i'm like so busy so busy so busy that i know nothing is going on you know. =( this week is gonna be a busy week too.. i think i wanna work only 3days next week.

i had fun going out with su today. he went shopping. hahaha. we went new look. realised that there are alot of philipines working. errr.. and i tried on heels and stand beside su. & i think i don't wanna wear heels. HAHAHA. we took this cute shuttle bus to city hall. and eat TCC at funan. TCC awesome man. so sedap my penne mama mia. HAHAHAH. see funny la their food name. keke. and ate dark devotion for dessert. HAHAH it's warm chocolate cake la. I LOVVE WARM CHOCOLATE CAKE. & i love you suhairi. (= kisskiss

reading.

i miss going to the library and sit thigh to thigh with suhairi. and he will be reading comics and i will be reading some romance book. i miss i miss i miss you.

go library on monday ok?

xoxo


"a person without a dream is like an open book."-shah.

calculations

i cannot wait to get a pay rise. i wish i pass the test man. 27april. .......

happy confusing myself

I'm done with my report writting. (=

Oh fuck. i will be working friday to sunday. fucking long hours.
I so wanna quit. =(

i miss you suhairi

oh yeah.
i met seri for lunch & after going out with su. i met huda. hehehe. i love you people. HUGS

off day

i'm at home. i hate my father for cutting my sister's hair like that. WTF. i felt for her. sigh

i watched the bounty hunter and crazy on the outside. and it's really good.

xoxo

and come on. if you're my friend. you'll make the extra effort to ask me out or something. don't say you miss me

I WANT TO SHOP. I SAW SOMETHING BUT I CANNOT GET IT. MAYBE I CAN? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

XOXO

(=

i cut my hair. HAHAHAHAHAHA i like it. i LOVE it so much. i love my hair color.

hais. and my pimples are giving me problem. it's really itchy. i so scared =( like it's spreading you know. sigh i hate my face =(

i really love you su

i don't know what to do with my hair. =(

SHOP SHOP

i met su after school today. & i really hate it when work call up when i have already said that mon and thurs is a no no for me to work coz i will be schooling and after that going out with Handsome. haiya. i don't know what to say eh.. tmr i will be working. i so tired. haha but i hope no customer coz it's public holidays. UE Square is situated at this lonely ulu place you know. haha.

just now we went to LEVI. i found the fuck me perfect jeans EVER. her name is Patricia. I love it so much. but too bad. the denim jacket that su wanted since forever is not there anymore. i was so freaking sad. but it's ok. i still bought jeans at F21 & it's fucking cheap. only $25. hahaha CHEAPO.

we ate at fish & co. i forced suhairi to treat. i am very pampered like that.

love you suhairi
xoxo

it's 12:45am now. & i can't sleep. coz someone apparently slept without saying any goodnight blow kisses to me. so sad.

& i am so tired. but happy coz pay in =D going to buy Levis Jeans for me and denim jacket for su.

xoxo