love you suhairi

this song was entirely in my mind when i'm with suhairi on the bus. my head resting on his shoulder. oh god. and by that i realise that i truly love him. heart & soul. i gave him my everything.



xoxoxo

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doesn't mean i'm wearing i'm new badge you think that i'm vulnerable. i'm not.

warm chocolate cake

my boss is a great man. coz he didn't forget his promise he made to me. haha. that is to make a warm choc cake. i was so happy to the max. and yea.. aku nak mati. i was so super duper tired. sigh. what to do. this is my life.

but after that we had choc fondue with some leftover fruits. kekeke. chocolate chocolate it really warm your heart.

i love you su

& i think i wanna watch movie this monday. REMEMBER ME. Robert Patisson is starring it. woohoo will tell my su

xoxo

i need a break

grrr.

i have come to realise that i never buy any clothes for 2 months. coz i'm so broke =(

barista

heart for baby. i was the barista for today baby. & i was all so panicky but at the same time.. keeping cool. what to do. i'm still learning. i could rmbr some of the drinks. but the hard hard drink with more ingredients in it. like wtf. i kept asking my colleugues and kept looking at the SOP. haiya. waste time =( but i have confidence in doing it.

yay. meet su at 6PM. (=

xoxo

i miss my baby very much sigh

city hall baby

i love suhairi. he is going to be away from me for the first time of our life together. i am so gonna miss him. love you su.

work

Guess i shall just stick to Bakerzin. what to do. study and working part time is never easy. life sucks for me now. but it will get better right. i love su for being there for me. love him alot. he is like my bestfriend 24hours. eh, you are my boyfriend. hehe love you

oh, we saw this Digi cam ad ytd. & i totally love it. it has got this fish eye function. and that means i don't need to get a holga camera. haha. yes holga camera is so cute too. i don't know. but i want a digi cam. i hope he buy for me. NO I WAS JOKING LOVE. hehe




but it cost a bomb. =(

furious

I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY AT EVERYONE. THE WORLD. MYSELF. FUCK IT.

love is

when the lips clashes. when getting ready to meet. when just thinking of him. it makes your heart goes gedebuk gedebak. you feel like you're on the moon when you kiss feels so high yet calm inside you. just makes you happy.

i love you suhairi. i can't never stop loving you now.

xoxo

senget walk

He bought me a Charles & Keith Purse. (= Instead of buying stuff for himself. He bought it for me.I love you alot. Selfless person. (=

Anyway, i planned alot of things in my life. But i realise that i cannot do all that. I will have to take things step by step. I will do just that. I can do it.

xoxo

yucks

i miss my cousin.

xoxo

big neh

i want big breast. seriously. i think if you have big breast you will feel more sexier coz that is your body asset right? HAHAHAHAHAH. I VERY SHALLOW.

my weight is like going up and down. i just don't feel right. i always have a problem with it. hais. why why oh why.. maybe i have a boyfriend that is why i must like always impress him or something? but i love him. hahaha.

i remember i was dammit fat and boncit when the last 6 months of ITE days coz i simply don't care. BOYS also i don't care. But after that i lost weight i forgot why. ahahha then last year after su's recovery i always visited him at his house and seriously i lost like 5kgs la. so much right. i must be goddam depressed. but yea.

i really love him you know. i see some couples so lovey dovey. keep love letters la. got couple rings la. and lalalalalalalla. but we never eh. AHHAHAHAHAH. coz we lazy.

ok la. i very tired la. tmr school & i don't know tmr got exam or not. never study at all. but wtf la. i hope no exam. i lost the time table also. haiya. masturah masturah

xoxooxoxox
love sexy handsome cool suhairi

bakerzin

i really think i put on alot of weight after starting working at Bakerzin. SUCKS! i tried to stay away from all of the macarons and brownies. but i failed. hais. i so sad la.

i will try harder. Anyway, i was 1hour barista for the day. and i suck at it. i wanna be a RUNNER for life and be really good at it. haiya. i hate making coffees.

i love latte. i know how to do ice latte. hahahahahhaha

k bye!

oxox

pissed

i really really have a bad temper. i need to go anger management.

yeah.. anyway. i was piss off at work. don't ask why. and then waiting for the bus more piss off. coz the bus mad fucking smelly.. smell of drunkard man inside. fuck the bus. then i alighted. and took another bus haha. got alot of seats. hehehe. happy for abit. (=

i just hate taking public transportation. i miss suhairi sending and fetching me home.

coz of that. we are going to share money to buy RXK and then i enroll for class 2B. hehe and buy a vespa after that (=

just thinking of it make me happy. hope it happen. it will happen (=

lucky boy

Hi (=

i had so much fun with suhairi today. Watched Alice in wonderland 3D at LIDO. We really hate the service counter ladies/aunties? they so rude fuccking perangai. haiya.. We went there just because so long never go.

Oh ya, we celebrated Jamil birthday. so damn exciting la. heheh.. He cried when me and mar brought in the cake and the class sang happy birthday to him. glad we made someone happy. (=

love su alot.

Star Bright- Catherine Anderson

Fallin' in love is like that. You have to hang on to each other and just go for it. No guarantees, no safety net. You have to believe in the other person enough to take the leap.

dear John??

eeeeeeeeeeerrrrrr WTH with all the people saying dear john must watch dear john must watch.. & so i did watched.. but the last minute i wanted to watch wolfman. but su was angry at me for shouting at him. ya i know. i bad temper girlfriend. then he never talk to me at all.. so we watched dear john la. it was just normal. the only sad thing was the dad dying. THAT IS ALL. WE ALL CRIED. WE ARE HUMAN AFTER ALL!.

ok whatever.

we walked to 313 quietly. still pissed mah. then i treated him MARCHE. funfun i like (=

and i miss him already.

i will see you on thursday love (=