baby,

i change blog alrd you knw. the old one.

www.yetanotherone.tumblr.com (=

you see the blue color hair nice or not? ok

i love you (=

yay u're reaching. i love you.

i'm super tired.

i'm home.
not really.

i miss you already.

i watched hello stranger just now with su (= it's so lame, cheesy, cliche but it made me tear up. the things darng said to may. haha the part when he left her on the road but after that he ran back. awww... i like that part.. oh well.. im a hopeless romantic. LIBRA they say.

i havent change yet.

goodnight everyone

i'm a bad girlfriend

funny

laugh laugh laugh at the ridiculous things.
laugh laugh laugh at the stupidest things.

all i do is laugh to feel better.
but that only cure me for awhile.

i miss you baby.
Monday we go watch hello stranger then i could cry for a reason. HEHEHE

this book that im reading now.. certainly have no goddamn motive. urgh.

anyway, i read this book... Child 44 by Tom Rob Smith. and it's great i tell you. i can't sleep just to finish it. but i already did. so i wanna sleep now. hahahahhaha stupid

goodnight. i love you

i like to rub my eyes.

goodnight syg.

unstoppable

exam sucks! i fucking hate it. i hate myself.

anyway, suhairi makes me all better. (=- i love him and i spent my last $50 on ezlink, make up remover, cat's food and him. (=

i will be working on tues and weds. and thursday shall pay $50 for the re-assesstment =( I AM SO SO SO SOS OS OS SAD!!

december is not gg to be a great month for me. damn it.

i love you su. i am sure my family loves you. and i hope your family love me too..

xooxoxoox

i am googling abt cats. (=

i bought the cat food just now.. and su bought feather toy.. (=

so tired

love

love love love love.

i was broken hearted when i saw that snippets post. haha.. and so i told my friend and they were like.. ya la. that one joking joking only la. and anyway.. why wanna waste his 3years with me when he didn't see any future with me right?? hmm.. yea.

anyway.. school is really goddam boring. and next week will be the assesstment week. grrr.. im so nervous. =(

after tht went to vivo with su.. eerr. watched easy A. it's so boring can. sigh.. why is there no best movie out there.

next up will be unstoppable after tht rapunzel. (=

suhairi,

i miss you.

work is tiring. saw ranor today.. actually i was hoping that he didn;t notice me. haha but he did.. and walked to the front bus stop. he's working at tommy hilfiger. which is unlikely la. haha.. he agreed also. then why is he working there?? no idea. at P/T pay is like higher than Esprit. sigh.. i which they could raise my pay without me asking for it. HAHAHA

when i met him. it's like.. i seriously miss the old times. me, fala him.. all the percussion members. alot of dramas.. but FUN! oh well.. everyone is really busy with their own life. what kept me grounded is sery, huda and su. i really care for them.. damn. why am i feeling mellow all of a sudden.

sucks. i swear this module sucks so much.. grr.. i'm so envy of my sister. she gets to learn like alot of things. i was beside her and i saw psychology. i really wanna learn that. haha

k bye
xoxo

=(

i really want to go holiday. sigh.

my aunty was like go with them for europe backpacking for one month. HAHA NO WAY. i am gg to miss su. HAHA

randomness

LUNCH HOUR

objective: is to buy a braided hairband

BUT I GOT A HAIR EXTENSION WHICH IS DAMN NICE AND ONLY COST US $2.90

so fun.. i love cheap thrill. must do this like alot of time. hehe.. and ziela bought alot of clips crazy.

& i hope after we finish school.. we should hang out again. you guys will be miss. HUGS

*****

after school we met up. watched red at cathay.. and i swear i watched about retiredagents which starring Bruce Willis and so i confidently said it;s RED2. hahaha but no its not. i watched it with my dad but forgot the movie title. hahaha

i hope we could go for a swim tmr baby. i love you.

I am feeling so angry for wasting my time that week urgh.. i am sosoososososososo broke for these two months. dammit.

i want to go shopping. i want to go shopping.

just now at work my Area Manager forced me to translate this eng paragraph to malay and i was like WTF? i was so terrible in it. seriously sucks. HAHA

tmr will be the LAST module. hehe can't wait can't wait..

i miss you baby. nvr say goodnight to me again. urgh. don't like.

SMS

haha.. I really will get mad if someone just reply k. like wtf.? i don't know.

i miss you su. i want to go like alot of places and do things with you. =(
- Haw par villa
- snow city
- ice skating
- roller blading
- zoo
- jurong bird park
- marina bay sands
- botanic garden
- alot alot alot alot alot of places sayang.

now you know.. just bring me la next time. i will love you forever.
xoxo

hungry

wah.. i can't wait to meet su tmr.

last tuesday su got to work til night =( so i just met him for awhile. and his bro and sis gave me this purple/khaki cargo tote from timbuk2. hehe (= i really need a bag seriously and i got 1. hehe that is for my langawi trip.

speaking of which. you know my sch ends on 2 dec. and that trip is on dec but i'm not sure whether it's confirm or what. ok la ok la.. i still haven't do my resume. grr.. smpi next year la aku kat esprit. HAHAHAHAHAHA hmm...

i love you baby..

wah.. nowadays kids are getting so pervertic man. handsome but pervert. grr.. this boy kept kissing the bra and panty.. he thinks that we thinks is cute.. haiya kids kids kids kids kids kids kids kids

i finished my assignment alrd. i hope no need to redo. pray hard.

xoxo
goodnight

the raveonettes

they are coming to SG. but i dont have enough moooo.. GRRR. sigh..

i'm doing my assignments right now.. but i shall stop for awhile. i would like to update. put some pictures here. hehehe YES. i went out with sery just now. after so long ya. hehe.. we went shopping. grrr.. from ION to 313. i think that stretch is the only way that i like. hahaha coz got F21. but i didn;t buy anything from there though. oh yes. i bought a romper from Uniqlo. HAHAH wanna wear on thursday. oh. and tmr will be meeting suhairi. (= i love you baby.

i love you sayang.

morose

=( i woke up so late at 3pm. i don't know why i woke up so late. then i read u dont love me msg. =( i so sad i so sad. now is already 7pm and still no msg from him. im so worried. bt i think he's sleeping too?? i dont know. i so sad. =(

i am doing my essay now. stuck at question 2.. i hate this teacher. sighhhhh

i miss you baby.. i miss you so much please msg.

i didn't do my essay. watch tv, eat and sleep the whole day. VERY PRODUCTIVE. hehe and i really need to update my resume. LAZY one more month and school will end.. (=

hmm..

i really don't knw hw to start finding. like i have the diploma. but in this retail industry they all need this 2 years experience... blah blah blah. though i have those experiences. FUCK i;ve been working since i'm sec 3. hmm.. but i;m scared to like straight away take that 1 big step. even to be a supervisor u need to have experience. looking at my age 21. they will of coz judge me.. that i'm not mature enough to think and all that. all though i have role plays to handle such thing. to understand and straight away solving the problem.

OH STOP MAS. if you think this way. i will never get ahead of myself. oh please god. berilah aku petunjuk.

i can do it. i don't need to take that big step. maybe i just apply for the supervisory role first. yea?? and why is that? hmm.. omg.. i must find an answer to that. hmm.. i need to be well equip of knowledge and more experinces. by choosing to be the supervisory role i can actually learn step by step and by that saying. i will have the confident to be the manager????????????????????? urgh. shit.

k la. forget it.

tmr breakfast with love. treat him to LJS. and after that i go to the library alone. =( hahaha

i love you su

essay

i have no idea how to start. should i do mind map?? urgh.. lazy i'm so lazy lazy pig. =( grrrrrrrr. i will just do it do it just like NIKE say it. just do it.

i miss you baby

=)

awesome day. not awesome person.

amira and adila tricked me. ahhh. we went to this shop that sells really low value clothes. we went in.. and guess what i bought 4tops. and they buy NOTHING!! but i'm really happy coz it only cost me like about $24. haha then i showed it off to suhairi. hehe can't wait to wear it. hehehe. actually it's just like simple tank top la. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH but i'm happy. hehe

xoxo

i love you so much

long luscious hair

i really regret cutting my hair. shouldn't have cut it. =(

MUST NOT CUTHAIR.. MUST NOT CUT HAIR.

baby, look at us

omg.. today marks our 3 years together. yea.. we've been like this break up and make up but still we're holding on strong. hehe i love you syg. i will take care of you. i have CPF. hehehehe you so cute la syg.. grrr. geram. see haiya.. hope wish our relationship last long till anak cucu. hahaha. i'm thankful to god that you chose me. POKEMON. urghh.. . it's gg 1am and i'm talking nonsense. but the bottomline is.. i love you. and i miss you so much. can't wait to meet you tmr and have fun at causewaypoint. we gg to watch paranormal activity 2. i hope it scares the shit out of me. hehehe so tak waste money la. anyway syg.. this song is for you. imagine i'm singin it to you. muackz muackz just can't wait to rape you tmr. HAHA




i cannot wait for my payday which is on the 29th. HOPEFULLY. i feel like buying ruggard torn jeans ya know. su have it. i also want. hehehe i hope F21 have it. EDC is too ruggard. maybe i buy EDC nye. hehe. see la how. i wanna shop shop shop.. i;mrunning out of clothes. 3 days at home don't suck. sweetness of doing nothing. watch TV sleep. eat junk foods.. crazy right. sigh. tmr can eat botak jones with su. (=

ok la. i'm still much awake right now. & really miss alot of my friends. but don't think they miss me. HAHAHAHHA

xoxo

BORING BORING BORING.!!!!!!!

happy dance

Haze at Vivo. =(
((=

Today don't start that good really. the night before my ipod failed me. FUCK. and i need to send all my assignments today as it is the last day of the module. grr.. i woke up and still not functioning. so i brought my lappy along with me. =( so heavy.. and need to redo it. and im so freaking happy that i pass this module. i really have no interest in it. i only have interest on finance. i don't know =( next week will be this new module buy merchandise. it's quite thick book. sigh. look at the bright side.. 2 more modules and i'm done with school.

and still have no idea what's next. i'm scared to think of it. really scared. don't know why?

we watched 2 movies. hehehe life as we know it and takers. and i kept crying and crying. sucks much. i'm very emotional. hahaha i enjoyed myself today syg. (= love you so much.

=/

things to do:

shower
change bedsheet
fold clothes
study

=(

so soso ososo so so so so so restless and lethargic.

i wanna go shopping. and yay tmr is thursday already =)
meet MR. Charming. (=

lapar

i so hungry. aku da abeskan all my assignment. bsok can concentrate on my written assestment. haiya.. jubuh aku gatal. aku nak berak but tadi ade cicak so aku geli nak masuk. hahaha k la.. aku berbual merepek.

bosan takde keje. aku rindu keje smpi terbawak bawak dalam mimpiku. sigh

aku pun rindu suhairi. see you soon syg

xoxo

lost for words by Lorelei mathias

omg.. i slept at 4am just to finish ^^ i've read.. so entertaining. found some quotes that i really like..

"I think that with Miles, you're falling in love - not with him, but with a projected ideal that you yourself have created. From his emails, from his incandescent, ever-so-charming manner, from all the things that you, in your head, have decided you want from a man, and have assumed that he's able to give you. It seems to me that you're in love with Miles the man. You're in love with the idea of Miles; with all the things that you've built him to be"

"Whatever you dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it"

i love it so much. i think Elliot the character is really handsome. HAHHAHAHA i imagine so much.. i have always wanted to ready\ harry potter book.. but just i don't know. haha.

will be meeting su later. (= watch movie and stuff. and it's so funny seh. this stranger said we are so loving. crazy. haha love you love

xoox

i miss my boyfriend.=(
yaya... i fucking shit.. can't wait for tmr. LAST DAY OF WORK. hahaha

DOING ASSIGNMENT NOW. SLEEP AT 1. URGH FUCK. I MISS YOU SO MUCH

i'm hungry baby. my hair is drying. hehehe.

it's funny that whenever i msg you kan.. then right.. everyday.. it will always be 11:11. weird. love you

i see RED

you know what. i couldn't find the alarm setting. grr..

i just colored my hair red.. that is what the color box says.. i can't wait to see it dry.. should i wash my hair tmr?? no need la.. and i don't know to go or not.. sigh.. will feel bad if i don't go. =(

i found the alarm setting already.. and it says that i can switch off my hp but it will sill ring.. this hp is real good. love it.. thans syg. muackz

(=

i love suhairi mansor.

xoxo

terrifying

there is this cockroach just lurking inside my room. i'm so scared and eyes cannot stop roving itself. haha coz i'm sleeping on the ground. urgh. i think i wanna move up later. sigh.. this is what happen when you stay on the lowest floor. =( and i hate it. alot of cockroaches. i hate them. since today is my birthday. i wish them to be gone forever. yikes. i wonder where is the cockroach now.. i am so damn paranoid about this cockroach. =( i need you baby. HAHAHAHHAHA kidding

i went to school. and seriously.. i cannot wait for it to end. it's boring i can die.. i have been like just scribbling and doodling haha serious.. grr.. and i need to redo half of my assignment. dammit. sucksucksucks. one more assigment to be hand in on thursday. so, i need to do it tmr night. wednesday full shift. =(

so.. on my lunch break went to visit su. just for awhile.. i really don't know where is his surgery and everything. i was like sitting at level 2 almost on the brink to tears.. but after that i called his mother and she said she's at level 3. hahah. funny right. haiya.. then saw su just lying on the bed.(SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!) blah blah blah met his sister.. passed the present to me. bandage skirt.. i'm thinkin of how to match it. like seriously. hahaha. don't know la.

and so.. i was really late to class.. and i was like.. aku nmpk cake kat atas table aku.. but everyone was like busy discussing about the assignment. and i was like what is this? they were like so shock and sang me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. and i teared. coz it's very overwhelming la.

i love today (=

really excited about the gift.. and haiya. where is the lipas? =(

DONE!!
HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 MORE ASSIGMENTS TO GO. JIA YOU!

Hi baby

i'm doing my assignment now. yay.. after so long.. midnight movie tmr after work. excited excited hahahaha

love you

the next day to meet su is next tuesday. looking forward for it.

i love you baby

not productive

i did nothing today. just lazying around. & i haven't eat a proper meal yet. =( waiting for siblings willingly going downstairs (ape nye kakak aku) yea.. so i could kirim and give them more money. haha. waiting for su messages. hmm.. yes. project procastinate till next week. which next week i will be working everday except tuesday =( i regretted doing that.. but it's ok. i will enjoy life on the 3rd week. meeting best of friends on18Oct. and this friday will be meeting sery. i promise not to cut my hair.. but i cut it anyways. i sucks. i kept spending and spending sigh sigh how to be successful like this. i promise myself not to shop for clothes anymore.. but i just make a list to buy eprit tube jeans for next pay. AHHAHAHAHAHHA contradictin la aku ni. k la.. bye.. want to watch korean variety show i persuade my adik buy for me fish burger and orea vanilla ice blended.

i learnt how to say please, thank you, you're welcome when i'm with su. (= haha

same old thing

school started. so bored.. need to start doing the project already.. but so bored can. urgh... f.. so boring =(

i miss su

AVATAR.

GOSH. just thinking of Su makes me feel like i am so fortunate and like contented that..you know the feeling of happiness, delirious joy. makes me wanna tear now. haha. i love you, baby.

met him halfway at Admiralty just now. waited for his so goddamn long friends. haha.. initially wanted to eat at Seoul Garden but too bad.. no Seoul Garden =( sigh.. so ended up at Pizza Hut.. i hate pizza hut. the service and all.. cheesy 7 looks so disgusting that i don't dare to eat it you know.

i love this moment.
su was saying goodbye then i said i see you. and he said i see you too.

xoxo

swimming

i learnt how to sink and dive just now. hehehe.

wah.. spent alot today =( but =) hahah

need to sleep
3days full shift. dammit tired

I MUST NOT SHOP

i don't know how to do my schedule. =( 17 - 27 sept close for renovation. they advised me to work all the way and just rest fully on that day. CRAZY RIGHT. work even on my birthday?. i think i'm going to work on 11th? but su will be having his surgery. i don't know. i think i must do my schedule with him. see if he want or don't want me. =( but i'm so gonna miss him so much if i work everyday. damn tiring some more. grrr... k nevermind. this matter is easy could be solve tmr. (=

and just now i was watching amazing race and thinking to join with suhairi. super fun right but i think must wait for him to fully recover. he have brain i have brawn. HAHAHA KIDDING.

tmr we're going to shop and swim at night. i don't want to be a roasted chick swimming at 1pm. haha.

dinner break

suhairi accompanied me for my dinner break just now. wah.. love him more and more.
work is ok. 12 to close and it's payday on thursday (= shopping with love. HEHE.

hugs baby goodnight

baby,your fave song!

we went out today. and again it rains. haha. but i love him. we watched a merepek movie WALL STREET or maybe we just don't understand. i was thinking to like angkat kaki aje but stay coz i thought he like it. hahah but he tak suke!!!! HAHAHA

love you love you baby. 2 days 12 to close & we'll meet again for shopping spree at ESPRIT! heheh

xoxo love you so much.

devil

planned to fly kite but unfortunately it rained heavily but still had fun (=

we watched DEVIL and seriously wah.. i really like it la. coz it's like very mysterious and it's like wah. HAHAHAHa

3 days full shift again.sigh.. elon last day tmr. i'm going to be so sad ='(

ok finish. now want to memorise memorise notes.

I WANT ALOT OF MONEY. WORK HARD WORK HARD

white knuckles

uhh.. starting on my executive summary later on.. sigh.. oral questioning sucks coz i have a limited brain cells! i can't remember a thing ya know. it's really hard. i hope i finish on summary much earlier so can talk to myself later.

lately i have been really enjoying myself. going swimming with su. and mai's keyboard really irate me now. haiya.. i feel like flying kite tmr and camwhore with my jelly film camera. too bad no money to buy film. haha..

i just got my off today. i have been workin from friday to tuesday. stock take on monday was really fast according to them.. usually finish at 1 to 2 am.. but last monday we ended at 12am. that's great right. lucky i was partnered with Piere never scold me when i checked wrongly. haha. imagine counting 163pieces of t-shirts. crazy.

i'm just lookin forward to meet su tmr. he have been great to me. i love you alot, baby.

xoxo

i've got alot to do =(

i love you

oh god. i only did 2slides. i need to sleep already

3days full shift. heheheh

forgive and forget

i feel lighter now. she did apologized. that's all i want to see. i am that kind who yeah.. easy to forgive.

i so happy. i trimmed my hair now.really neat i like. (= i love doing things on my own. met su after school. (= love him to max. we went swimming. remember to buy goggle next time so i could challenge you for 4laps. haha.

love love you baby.

gonna continue to do my PPT. sigh. as long i pass this thing.

MARKETING IS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hallelujah

Part 1 finish. am proud of it.

continuation of part 2 tmr.haiya. i hate managing marketing strategies. sigh.

gonna sleep now.

kroak

errrg. shall sleep now

again accomplish nothing. =( sigh miss suhairi & love this song.

alamak

i feel like dying. fuck.

marketing plan

grr... from just now.. i haven't accomplish anything yet. =( omg. come on google. give me some answers. i know you're inevitably smart. haha

uh. tmr work =( like no mood like that sigh still in raya mood. HAHAH.

syawal

(= very happy today. so much laughters and all. first time wear high heel. haha. watch wujud. datang la datang balik naik taxi. the married couple. hhaha. kpak kpak bing bing. i wish i could share my joy with suhairi. wish wish wish..

i only went my paternal and maternal grandma's hse. (= actualy aunty's house. haha. only 2 houses. just weird my bf visited like alot of houses on the first day of raya. i think my family is the most laziest family. ok whatever.

i had fun.

xoxo

hari raya eve

su accompany me during my lunch break. i love him so much. we went shopping at toa payoh. haha. bought my raya shoe. just normal black shoe. hehhe i'm so gonna miss him =(

while my family members are doing chores right now. i guess i shall do my assigment. oh. i have already swept my room =)

xoxo

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

i wanna go on a vacation.

next year =(

feeling old school

been surfing about the holga camera. i've always wanted to buy it but don't think it's a need or anything. i've got the polaroid and the jelly cam but i rarely use it coz lazy to buy film. but it's super fun to collect cameras right? yah.. hehe yes.. and i love the holga cam effect. i must buy it. =(

i missed work 2days. i took 2 days mc. it's not that i want to take. my stomach is a nuisance but i feel so much better now. waste my money only sigh. urgh.fuck.. less $100 pay for this end of month. sucks. sucks much. ='( haha

i'm watchingthe exorcist at youtube. aku tak pena tgk. i once watched exorcism about the emily rose with huda. it was damn damn scary la. i'm watching it alone now. hope i could sleep tonight. heh.

xoxo

we the glutton

yesterday was awesome. so much in love. ate at Seoul Garden haha.. eat all we can. omg. damn full. stomach ache. spent time sleeping hugging after that. so much in love.

took mc today. stomach cramp is irritating. doc just gave painkiller if the pain still continue i should go to KK. grrr. and i still feel the same now. =( baby i need you.

hmm.. i gonna miss suhairi. =( coz it's raya on friday. thurs he will go for his prayers. and we will only meet on the next monday.

and i don't have money to go for batam holiday. =( i so sad la.

anticipation

i'm waiting for su to call me.
miss him so much.

and i miss 500days of summer. PENIS!!! i so wanna watch it again when i have the free time. (=

Baby, fix me please

gawd. i miss you so much =(

maybe a bath will cure me. still haven't unpack my purchases.

upset

i just got back from school cum shopping with classmates. presentation went really well. love it. but what that make me really upset till now is .. su is not meeting me. damn sad. damn sad. =( =( =( =( =( jnhlaknjvsD >jQHGQ
7'jnvsdcx9qEI7OJNMEKSD

REALLY SAD ='( JIWEFqr0kfe9ihumnwegvbea hfiEQP
OJDWKaWQOPIEJFVBGTRWdvs nxcK"ZLMC
OJQEPIFGR9PFOVLSCEFBWRGQ FUCK UP

i cannot think of anything =(

oh come on mas.

i'm in really in my lazy mode right now. which is really not good. omg. where is my urgency mode. i need to present my slides tmr. just because i have 2 more slides to do. doesn't mean i can procrastinate and do it at night. FFFFFF.. whatever la. su is going sungei rd with the sis and the sis's bf.. grrr.. no not jealous.

aarghh i don't know. i very very lazy. faster amira go online.

dammit. why must an idea struck now. i'm so lazy to do =(

& last two days before i closed my eyes i was singing selamat hari raya.. funny eh. excited i think. NOT!!!

xoxo

don't you let me go, let me go tonight. god. i love this song.
dry my eyes dry my eyes
i miss you baby.

& & i cannot believe it.. i really overhit my sales target on saturday.happy. target 1400. and i did 1900. (=

xoxo

NO PRODUCTIVY. PISSED. SO HARD. SO STRESSFUL

tired eyes

i'm dying. i'm doing my PEST analysis now. fuck. i need to sleep. =( i need to do alot of things =(

i miss myboyfriend. and i had a laughed with jerome just now. damn funny. i thought today was sunday and i told every customer convincing them to buy.. hahaa. telling them today's the last day of the promotion. WTF WTF

k

xoxo

yay. just finish the third slide. so many slides to do.. but i think i'm doing good. (= i miss you baby

tmr full shift again. sigh.

beautiful moon

before i start contemplating whether to insert the profile of the company or just straight to the point.. i update my blog first. hehe

school was fun.. work hard play hard. and i cannot believe i blush or i feel like hiding in one corner when people talk about marriage. it's not that i was embarrassed or anything i think i rather i mean i forecast my marriage will be like in 3years time or 4 or 5. not ready i guess.. way too young for it. just wanna have fun and study and find money right at this stage. but this trainer won't stop he kept saying if he can take good care of you ok already. he don't know anything about me to comment anything about me life. hmm.. a bit pissed but it's ok. must get use to this question in years to come. hehe

met suhairi just now. woah.. he is like the sweetest man i ever had. love him so much. HUGS MUACKZ

devastated

so sad.

even in the saddest moment he still could make me smile.

M:i will take care of you when you get older.
S:haha. if you marry me.
M:haha. if you propose me.
S:haha. promise u?

...

i love you very much

my family went geylang without me. oh wells..

all i felt just now when i got home. i felt empty. like yea.. must cherish them. of coz must cherish or maybe i'm not use to be real alone at home. hmm.. the kecohness and laughter. and shafiqah damn cute just now. she supposed to go zoo. but she don't want and cry cry cry. so cute. KIDS.

k la.

wanna continue on my PPT. sigh

xoxo

OFFDAY!!

i enjoyed myself yesterday with su. i love you more and more.

i wanna pray hard everyday every seconds every minutes that su won't get the ARMY. i seriously cannot imagine myself without su. 4weeks without meeting him.. like alot of people say... confirm i will kill myself. HAHA. sigh. i so sad already thinking about it.

it is because his friend afiq is going army on 3rd october. so please please.. that month is so so so mad important. really. my birthday and our 3rd anniversary. =(

ok la.i shall start doing my assignment now.
love you so much suhairi. muackz hugs

i just got back from school.. written assestment was super hard. and i really don't know why.. eerr shall complain it to BF. sick and tired of it.

today i learnt about financial planning. it's very funny just now.. i was sms-ing suhairi. and then the trainer asked me question and so i just say.. but then he said you uh.. your body is at here but your mind is somewhere else. what are you thinking? and i just answered my boyfriend.HAHAHAHH

k xoxo.wanna play my mall shop then mandi (=

i think i am going crazy. i shall sleep now. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ya.. was doing my assignment. grr. incomplete. but it's ok. tmr can discuss again.

xoxo

and work is boring without certain someone. sigh

cicak i miss you la.

byebye

err..

i don't know if i should do this alone. but nobody cares. and i guess.. i think this is for my own good. but i'm like stressing myself. too much pressure. eh heck.. what am i doing here? hahaha distracted for awhile.

listening to the XX. hmm.. baby. i wanna sleep.

i love you, baby.
so cute and chubby. (=

xoxo

I NEED TO FINISH IT NOW. MY GOAL.
i suppose to write a strategy goal but i don;t have any idea. grr..
what?? to expand the restaurants target market err. NO. I DIE NOW

personal finance

pissed off with someone. damn irritating. WHATEVER OK!

early in the morning, chatted with wati's sister at the bus stop. just so nice to have company to chit chat. (= happy morning joking and kidding with classmates with extra projects. grrrrrrrrrrrr.. which i have no time to do will be working. it's damn hard =( i will persevere. thursday written assessment & presentation. sigh. why is finance so challenging? why oh why.

after school=su=happy hour. HAHA
went to the library with him. read this book. and it says that if you don't have money don't spend. i had to agree with that. MONEY DISCIPLINE. i wish i have more time to read.

tmr full the next day afternoon. i think i must work less but couldn't afford it. =( no money

k la.
i love su

i'm playing mall world at FB. so bored now. it's my off day today & my adek's bdae.

ytd school was a total bore.after school was great hehe. thnks mira and BF. hehehe.. mira bought me that esprit shirt that i've been eyeing for(advance bdae present)HAHA and su bought me a necklace at topshop. and i so love this bag at topshop that cost $89. next month maybe baby? haha. so bored now la.

(so bored that's why)
here is the list that i want: netbook. levis watch(for su). canon digi ixus 130. nokia e63. red ked or vans shoe. topshop bag. HAHAHAHAHA

ya la.

xoxo

i love you so much. (=

hehe

i was so upset at first but i need to think rational ya ya ya.. but he still accompanied me to break fast together. omg. i wanna die. love him very much. after that at work i was all deliriously smiling all the way stationed at fitting room. seriously. this is what love do to you. two more months to our 3rd anniversary. i feel contented that we are still feel romantic as ever. hehe.

hugs & kisses syg. meet you tmr (= sayang you baby

i miss suhairi =( i wanna cry. it's already 1am now. =(

i miss you alot.

will be working again and tmr too.

=)

i went out with su today. hehehehe we went to eat at barcelos at vivo. it's so delicious. but still botak jones is more worth it with the price and the quantity of the food and the presentation. i love botak jones. lets breakfast botak jones on tuesday baby.

su colored my hair just now. damn funny. love you. thank you HUGS

tmr get back to reality. working full shift two days. uh... feeling lazy. i just wannabe with su.

haha

i took off on sat. but i'm still at home. i'm so bored i wanna cry. urgh..

i have wrinkles. =(

will be meeting su tmr. (= so excited la.

hmm.. my handphone condition is deteriorating and i heard there is this BB Torch. & it looks sophisticated and all. wah man.. i will be considering it. ya i know. mad expensive hor. hmm.. =( so sad.

oh. i bought for su a polo tee again. hehehehe so excited to show it to him.

ok la. finance finance.

the trainer asked so what is your expectation for this module? & i answered to balance my balance sheet. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? hahaha crazy

xoxo
love you lots. one week to my adek's bdae =)

abundant of happiness

oh well. su was so worried that i didn't reply his msgs. luckily you read my blog at 4am huh. i miss you already. i had fun with you today. (=

tues and wed working day. thurs school after that meet su. fri work. that will be the days of my life. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH ok la. whatever gonna sleep now.

xoxoxo love you baby

i so sad.

i never get the chance to wish su goodnight and he thought that i don't love him. i wanna cry coz it's not true. =(

my hp cannot charge anymore =( and i have no money to buy a new one. in other word i'm also lazy to buy a new one. =( coz i i i love my HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BABY HOW BABY HOW BABY HOW TO CONTACT YOU TMR. =( sucks.

these 3days have been a hectic one i swear i'm drop dead. i really don't know what i am babbling i'm just sad and i feel like watching new moon the part where edward break up with bella. HAHAHHA that part i could cry every time i watch it. AHAHAHAH crazy pig. i so sad la now. i can't sleep.

tmr will be this finance module. sucks uh just sucks. how to wake up =(

SAYANG I MISS YOU =(

i love this song.

---

& i hope we pass our presentation tmr. alot of efforts put in. imagine sitting at starbucks from 3 to 10pm. HAHA and i was extra funny due to coffee. i hate coffee sometimes. & like what su said failure is not an option. Be confident you know. love him alot.

sigh.

i love you i love you

i am missing su so much. i can't believe i cried.

just now we watched the sorcerer's apprentice and it was quite hilarious but the Dave acted really seriously geeky maybe that is what the director want him to potray to the audience but to how he acted was over-exaggerating. the producer should get a better hot actor who look geeky but yea.. hahahahahaha ya.. whatever.

and today is the first time i ate nasi ayam penyet(w/o sambal) ya.. i kental also cannot take spicy food. hmm... & my pregnant collegues said that when you're pregnant whatever you don't like to eat when you pregnant you will crave like crazy over it. haha crazy

i have not been playing with my polaroid and jelly camera. no money to buy film. HAHAH.

k la.

xoxo nights. i enjoy my day except for that presentation part.

i just got home and feel so tired. everyday is a long long day but feels so short spending time with suhairi. i just got home anyway meeting su in 45mins time. i have alot of time to prepare myself. (i think)

ya anyway presentation sucks so much. we failed and need to redo it and present again on thursday. what the fuck. the trainer is playing mind fuck game with us. i'm so tired. but i have time to do on wednesday with ziela and mira. and i hope we compromise with each other ideas this time.

i will never trust someone wholly this time. i learn from my mistake.
regret regret

i better go now. my face is damn oily. aku rase nak dkat uzur la. and i just realise that when i am angry i will usually speak english which is kinda odd i think i took this habit from my primary school malay teacher. HAHAHA

byebye

oh and i just apply a full time job at crocs. i hope they call. pray hard.
i need a full time job to excel better than part time.. work so hard but no incentive. =(

i really don't know what to do. =( shall i move on again? or just stay and just be complacent with the place. oh god. oh shall i just wait till i graduate? i really don't know. if i save some money i won't think like this you know. but i guess i just try my luck on monday. who knows they will be impress by me? hmm.. i guess i don't know.
life is all about uncertainty. the future will never tell you to do what you have to do. but life move on after all they never stop for you.

xoxo

hi. i'm tired. and i cannot think.

i love su. i miss you lots.

i seriously gave up on my presentation now will just discuss it tmr. just sucks urgh. anyway i ended my night nicely. (= i'm happy. i feel contented in what i have. i'm happy. i love my friend. (= (= hugs thank you. (= shhh..

today morning briefing was so fun!!!! i so love it. we played this guess what actor by asking questions. (always play with su) i only asked 3 questions and i got it right. i so clever. i know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ehehheehhe just kidding.

i can;t sleep. i have this humongous eyebag ever. but it's ok. a bit exaggerating over there. hah

i can't wait to meet love tmr. (= i'm just happy happy happy.

xoxo

My ex added me on facebook. it's kinda weird coz i might say that in all i think i hurt him the most. hmm.. sucks. sigh.

& i love suhairi very very very much. hehe.

hmm.. i'm like staring the google page.. i don't know how to start on my presentation slides. how to put it in. my innovative ideas? ahhahahahahahha sucks la.
i hope i could finish it by today.

xoxo

hi.

i'm like hmm.. still thinking and thinking but nothing come out. =( guess.. i will just do it on wednesday night then. last minute work. urgh. i'm so stress out =(

i miss you already.

goodnight baby

hi (=

wah. today at work was pretty relaxing like serious.. though sales was really bad for me. hmm.. don't know when will people rush to shop again.. come on.. spend your GST money. well, needless to say. i shopped alot. like alot. i just bought a t-shirt for my sister.. her birthday tmr and a polo tee for su. (= god. i really miss him. but tmr we'll kiss and hug. love you so much.

xoxo

woooo.. two weeks for pay day. HAHA. can't wait to go shopping. i need to get a bag.

i miss you su. where are you with your friends. sucks i'm always not invited =(

nothing on you su.

rest day

hi,

yesterday was the written assessment and role play. we need to dress formally for it. and yes i bought the EXPENSIVE LONG BLAZER at ZARA. but it's ok. like what my SM said i deserved it coz i work hard for it. RIGHT? hehehe

a few of my colleuges have been asking what will i do after my school. somehow for some unknown reason. i would like to do alot of things you know. but most importantly i would like to continue study SUCKS but that is the choice that i'm taking. and su gonna serve his NS so i study lor.

oh. ya. i think i did well except for the role play that i need to interview. just sucks coz i just know that i only need to ask 5questions and i was like choosing and counting the questions that i lost focus on the interviewee asking me questions...... haha but i am the best interviewee so i think my prospective employer anywhere out there please hire me. HAHAHA joking with you.

& a few of my classmates was like so dramatic about it i don't see the point to hate the trainer like WTF so i chose to keep mum when they were bitching about her. sigh i tried to keep a positive mind that she did that for my own good. i did learnt you know. she gave a reasonable comment about me.

ok anyways, i watched despicable me with su ytd.. IT WAS AWESOME! WHAT!!!! i love you su.

xoxo

143

hello (=

so lazy at work just now. people are so confusing. dealing with people on the job. so fickle-minded. uh.. k whatever. tmr i have written assestment and i can't remember a thing now. and a freaking role play to be a manager interview prospective employee. HAHAAHH. I CAN DIE I TELL YOU.

but i am all gear up. can't wait to meet su too. (=

xoxo love you lots (=

wow.. today class was released way early. & i just rmbr to buy soap. hmm.. later then buy la. i so sleepy i at home now anyway. hmm.. so bored.

need to study later. oh man. thursday will be a role play(formal wear) and this written assestment. damn. need to study. it's really hard. but i hope i can take home the dip cert. seriously.

yay.. i have an excuse today to buy blazer. i have always wanted to buy but i kept procastinating it like a million time. haha but i no money leh.. =(

i have not been buying su anything for about i don't know 3 months now. =( so sad.

later gonna meet him i think.. i hope he's in good mood. hehehe i love you baby.

xoxo

morose

i miss you very much =( i miss chilling with you at night. it's not the same in the day.

hurt is inevitable in relationship. we all have to face it in life. consequences we bear it. responsibility of the person getting hurt. pacify it. must be calm. whatever whatever. when will it end? when will it end? i love you. i love you very much. more than ever. i see you as my everything. my heart and my soul. i'm sorry. i walked away. i did. i knew i did the right choice by walking away. coz i love you. love you so much. can't you see it. i love you MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE. i'm sorry.

xoxoxo =(

blah blah blah blah blah blah that is what i'm feeling now. blah blah blah blah

i'm ugly =) gonna sleep now

until my heart stops beating

hmm.. so sad. suhairi was so sick when i saw him just now. the theatre never help too. it was so cold. guess what did we watch? yes. ECLIPSE. to su(ANTI EDWARD CULLEN) he said it is BEST. hahah SO CUTE la you.

uhh.. i miss you already. i will be working from friday to sunday full shift. i wanna work less next week. so tired la.

and you know what. coz i was so confident to the max that germany gonna win and guess what they lose so bad you know. it's unbelievable. & we really feel that spain bribe germany coz AHHAHA SPAIN TAK PENA MENANG WORLD CUP WHAT!! true or not? think about it. sigh so disappointing =(

i love you su. see you on monday

inspiration

i really don't know why.. but i have been thinking about opening a store of my own.. it's really freaky.. because the ideas kept pouring in. OMG. i wish i have the money now.

i miss su.. he's having a fever. sigh. gonna meet him tmr. HUGS BABY.

work is fun. i seriously love serving people and giving them my opinions. THEY LISTEN. hehehe

i have not been shopping for awhile now coz i need to save. my sis and su's sis bdae is coming. and i still owe him my present. ahah. =(

k baby meet you tmr

i'm meeting su later.. and i really don't know what to wear.. watching knight and day. i think it's a really crappy show coz of the title knight and day. i really wanna watch eclipse that's why i feel so bleagh now. sigh i'm so bored now nothing to do eh.

i also need to buy some stuff at toa payoh. shits. lazy man.

yesterday was funny shit. coz my store manager have a friend at body shop so can get SP. but when we went there together with her on our dinner break.. her friend was so shocked coz she said she got budget.. $500. hahah. i only bought this white musk EDT for $12.. ahha so anything can ask her if wanna buy. hehhe.. so good to have alot of friends of friends whatever at retail line so can get SP. hehehe. no la. but i'm not that thick skin though. coz everywhere got budget.

have i tell you where i work at? i hope not. HAHAHAHA

XOXO

shop till you drop

went shopping with sery (=

ya anyway, yesterday really sucks coz swimming complex is close. it will open back on 1st sept. but good so i can work out on my tummy? HAHAHAHHA big big tummy.

so now as you know.. it kept on raining and raining and i kinda feel sad coz the Earth is dying right. hmm.. i love susu

xoox

full shift tmr =(

kuku

yay.. after like 7months plus.. at last we are so gonna go for a swim tmr night. HEHEHEH. i love my boyfriend he's buying me the swimming suit. oh and should i cut and color my hair.? i'm thinking red. but i think next week since i'm going swimming at night. ya la. haha. ohk.. decision made. and a bit of shopping spree on Friday with sery. seriously cannot wait to meet her.. miss her so much can (=

and i can't believe i cried at work.so irritating to the max. hahah i really don't know what is my future offering me.. ( i cried not coz of my future) uh fuck i don't know.

tmr is my presentation tmr my last presentation. I SO HAPPY MUACKZ MUACKZ.

ok i'm like babbling nonsense and all.. tired i wanna work more. work more. work more. more money. more money.

my colleague so sweet just now. we went BK to get the meal and free taro pie right. but it was sold out. but when it was like 8pm other team went for their break.. they also eat BK. OMG.. got taro pie. and coz i don't get it.. she passed her taro pie to me. i so happy.. she so sweet. she also bought the team brownies when we help her to hit the division target. like seriously baik!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xooxox

deprive

i really don't like it when that you never message me goodnight.. and i think that's why it's hard for me to sleep nowadays?

no la i don't know. it's so frustrating sometimes to wake up at like 3-4am almost everyday.. and it's hard to get back to sleep.. seriously.. so stress lar.

hope i can sleep peacefully later.

i love you baby. miss you alot

i think she is crazy

i went for lunch with su just now. (= i love him. he so cute. long ago, he sent me to work with his bike and he brought us french toast to eat together and it's alot you know. haha but we finished it. hehehe i miss the bike. i miss you too. later i will be meeting him again (= to watch she's out of my league. hehe

i'm gonna finish my summary now. sigh. tuesday and wed full shift. i need MONEY!!thursday is the last class for this module. presentation yaww. just so glad that got one week break (=

i'm in happy mood coz pay day is coming. hehehehehe

i love you su (=

err.. i don't know. want to give up now. =(

we went out just now. my mother caught us hugging at lift lobby. SERAM!! nevermind la.. we always get caught like alot of time but got away with it. RIGHT RIGHT. coz kite balik siang skrg. we're a very good couple you know.

i remember last time sometimes the next day baru balik. miss those days.

ya tkpe la.
bsok aku keje. sigh... it suppose to be my rest day lor. sigh.

xoxoxooxoxoxoxxoxoox my baby snake. see you on monday. (=

i so love this song.

we watched toy story 2 3D. and i think it's not worth it with the 3D. it has got no action whatsover. but the story touched my heart or maybe i'm just soft hearted you know.

i really can't wait for my salary. i really hate borrowing money like seriously. i really hate that i'm not contributing anything when we go out. sucks you know. 2 months broke. it's like a record la .HAHAHA.

working tmr. so bored =(

xoxo i love you baby. we always tired huh? =(

my boyfriend is my bestfriend

i so love this photo.

yes anyway, last friday we went to watch Karate Kid with his siblings and cousin yaww. haha. bagus dapt abg yg baik (= after that we ate at makansutra. and i ate there before actually remember vividly after baybeats HAHA so funny. it's so not nice la. will never go there and eat again. so expensive and not nice. hmph...

was working sat and sun as always. damn tired you know. but happy to see people are happy with me (=

tmr another presentation at school. sigh... and after that meet susu (=

xoxo

hmm i am kinda confuse here with my executive summary. the lecturer said you must elaborate more at the summary. but i know it's not. it's SUMMARISE right? gee.. i don't know. just do what i can do for now. done with 2 points.

at least my first executive summary is seriously summarise gile only 1 1/2 pages. hehehe and i thought he will check my summary but no!! but it's ok.. at least now i can concentrate with the new one. (=

i went out with suhairi just now. (= i love spending my time with him. ya anyway before that i wasted my time at the library alone. & seriously it's really really good to have a ME time just reading mag or fictional book to get away you know. i fucking cannot wait for my pay. although it's not that alot coz i'm just a part timer but i seriously want to go shopping for lappy, and BF very very belated present. hehe

k gonna continue on my summary now. i love you (=

love you baby

i went out with su last tuesday.. will be meeting him after school later. love him alot. (=

i am still doing my report =(
DIE

presentation was ok just now. we did OUR best and lucky we have a very very positive sign from the lecturer (= i super like.

i need to do on my executive summary now & it really sucks coz i have no clue on how to start it. dammit. hope can finish it by 3am.

ok. i shall stop here.

CANNOT WAIT FOR JULY. COUNTING DOWN

i am listening to placebo. i so love them.

ya anyway i feel like watching new moon. haha.. ya at this time. grr..

it's su's bdae hehehehhe. cannot wait to see him later (= although no present =(

and i really have no motivation and inspiration to do my assignment. it just sucks man. so stress out.

go fly kite la.

xoxo

facebook is being a wussy pussy like seriously. so slow.

& someone birthday is coming heheheh

i want to buy a new baju to wear on that day.

love you lots.

ended the day with a smile (=

after stressful day at school today. IMAGINE 3PRESENTATIONS. 3EXECUTIVE SUMMARY. 1 ROLE PLAY & 1ORAL for this module. it's really tough man. but i need to do this. i can do this (=

hehe

i met suhairi after that.. took the circle line to bras basah. walked to Bugis to eat MOS BURGER. i love MOS BURGER. it's funny that we always especially ME eat in silence. or issit silent? ok my english is that bad.

i really had fun with you love. let's sit at the road side again. it's funny that we planned to go there but ended up at the road side. we NEED A BIKE! ok la. i shall stop pressuring this bike thing. i love you. live for the moment love.

xoxo

my room went for a make-over. & i love it like crazy. (=

not your fault

suhairi you so funny. i love you.

last monday after school i accompanied my boyfriend for lunch. yea. then went home but i met him back at braddel. we watched KILLERS at Cathay. it was awesome. especially the last part. seriously. ahaha. the plot was kinda merepek haha but ok la. Ashton is super hot but edward cullen more hotter. and it's just so weird that Usher is in it. hahaha.. very funny.

School is getting tougher and i can't wait for JULY la seriously. i am broke like crazy depending on suhairi. =(

& i need a new Hp. =( the camera just hate me. it won't work forever. sigh. but i need to get my personal laptop next month.

what am i eyeing for next month?
- VAIO or maybe HP
- Puma sneakers. but i wish su will buy it for me. i wish. hmm.. hehehe. (innocent sexy face)
- & shopping spree with sery (=

oh ya. i'll hve JULY one week break from school.. and they plan for slumber party. awesomeness? i hope we wil have fun. but i seriously hope that they never watch korean sappy drama. haha. they all korean fanatic except for me and other few. i am just suhairi fanatic. HAHAH.

k la. i love my mother you know. every night when i woke up for fun.. i noticed that someone tug me properly. i love you, ibu. sorry

oxox

i really feel like getting a pixie haircut.but i want my hairlong. haha.

meeting love later. (=

i miss you.

this is just those 3 simple words. But it meant alot.

that i miss playing skateboard with you. i miss those fun nights we had together. that devil bend. hah.

that was like long ago. it's not like i'm not having fun now. just that i miss you. i love you alot.

xoxo

i feel so shitty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

knnccb

i hate people who put me down.

i so tired =(

i got distracted so easily.

i'm doing my assignment now. sigh. so bored.

i wanna meet my suhairi.

it's not about what you say it's how you say it. it's irritating la this sentence.

xoxo

sigh ='(

i love silversun pickup. anyway, met su just now. i showed off my boyfriend to my friends. FIRST TIME YOU KNOW. we played monopoly card game. it was fun but a bit complicated coz we (me & su) was thinking the money is for what use. he very clever want to action only. hmph.. nevertheless still love you. i love smart guy like you baby. (= but too bad mar had to leave earlier so we made a moved too. we went to NLB. haha just read my book and he read his comics as usual. got home early. gonna miss him. i miss my favorite cousin already.

love can kill

i am falling in love


;;

i'm doing my essay now. and it's really stressing me out man. yay. i'm so happy suhairi going to start attachment then no need to see that bestfriend of him anymore. fucker

LOVE

goodnight.

so tired =(

tired

blah blah blah blah blah blah i just have to live the fact that they are THE BESTEST FRIEND EVER.

always the same thing over over over over again.

close my eyes close my mouth. i won't say a thing anymore. sucks.

hate this stupid motherfucking feeling. it's eating me inside. killing me man.

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

thought it's over. 1 more month to endure. fcuk

It's a kind of magic - Carole Matthews

"I laugh and, holding each other tightly, we sink onto the brand new picnic blanket Leo has splashed out on. Another shooting star crosses the moon, leaving a trail of what looks like silver glitter in its wake. I blink back a tear. This really has been a magical night."

suhairi.. remember you rapped the ludacris 13years old shit. HAHAHAH. i just realised that is the justin bieber song la.

i love you, baby. come hug me.

i am suppose to study for my paper tmr. but i got distracted. grr.

love you su.

I WISH I AM RICH!!

love

i'm sick.

i just wanna spend time with you tmr baby.

love you so much.

molester

I LOVE SCARLETT JOHANSSON HAIR COLOR AND HAIRSTYLE IN IRON MAN 2.

hey su, molest me already. i miss you so much. =(

same speech over and over again

i'm tired.

sucks ya know. to hear the same thing over and over again. if we talked about it again. i guess i should just go. just sucks. take it postively? hmm.. i don't think so. 3rd time already. 4th time. i will call it quits. maybe?

xoxo

love you su.

hmm. hehlove you

JETT

we watched The Runaways at Cathay. serioously. they could have do it better. just merepek la the story line. su said it's like a documentary like that. hah.. yea.. wasted.

i miss you already

heartbreak

I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON. SELFISH. SHALLOW. NARROW-MINDED. AND I WHINE ALOT.

WHY DO YOU LOVE ME THEN? ='(

hello baby

first day at Esprit.

hmm... i don't know. you know. lets see how it goes. sigh

i love you

xoxo
I WANT TO PLAY HOTEL CITY NOW. I LOVE

MOODYY

chalet was freakin fun. so fun. (=

anyways, i woke up late and i took taxi to home and got changed to school after that.

How was school? it was great. but only 12 people. hahaha

after school met suhairi. oh well, i think i was a bit upset with him but whatever la. we watched Ip Man and it was super awesome seriously.. seriously. it thought us a valuable lesson. hehe but i think the TWISTER ACTOR was a bit too much uh. everytime shout shout. keke

then we lepaked at toa payoh park. it was our first time there. it was serene. like not alot of people walking about and all. love you suhairi.

i will be working at esprit wisma tmr. wish me all the best.

i am playing hotel city. i cannot sleep. there is alot of things in my mind. i still don't know if i wanna start school on monday or not. grr.

i miss you

i love moon

i went out with sery today. haha. thought of watching iron man2 and ip man2 but its all sold out. so sad. =( but anyway, we had fun.. just walking around orchard. and this semangat kid stretched his arm and hit my tummy. i think sengaje uh and my necklace berterabuh on the floor. fucking shit. it's my fave necklace. but whatever la.

i miss you su. tmr i shall visit you skjp.
i have family chalet tmr. not excited at all please. so far. monday school. sigh

under the moonlight

we kissed. --- anyway, i went out with suhairi ytd. faizah look so shocked when she saw us. hmm.. we just lepaked at CWP and played games and all. if Afiq tell him earlier that he's not meeting him.. then we could watch the iron man2 or ip man2 right suhairi? grr.. & i spent $200 on one day. hahaha SHIT MAN. but whatever. at least spent it with suhairi (= we went pastamania to eat. mt treat (= we were so hungry. lucky got 30% student discount. the baked dory rice and beef lasagne wasted. i will never order it. such a waste seriously. we nvr eat it. coz tak sedap langsung.


and lately i have been dreaming of goldfish dying. i am so scared. the meaning is To dream of goldfish, is a prognostic of many successful and pleasant adventures. For a young woman, this dream is indicative of a wealthy union with a pleasing man. If the fish are sick or dead, heavy disappointments will fall upon her.

what kind of disappointments. i'm still good. i'll be starting my diploma on monday. and i just got a job at Esprit. =( why must my goldfish die. i killed a goldfish when i was a kid. is this revenge? some more it also means that me or someone close are pregnant. like WTF. i cannot be pregnant what. haha

whatever don't think too much. i'm going to watch twilight now (=

love me love

LOVE YOU

i'm listening to amy winehouse.
and love.

Just to see your smile make my life worthwhile.
i will be good to you.
i will bring joy to you.

hehe HUGS

miss you

everything about you.

OMG OMG OMG!!

i am so at lost =( i feel so lost like a real kambing la. just roaming around eating grass.. i am confirm start school on 3rd may. should i?

HUDA BE STRONG BABE HUGS.

adventureland

well, i have been watching tv. and i love star movies channel. hehe i watched adventureland. & i think it's awesome. i have always wanted to work at that kind of place. but i'm growing old. so i need to focus you know. hah. yea. i actually wanted to post something sappy. like almost everynight i would cry woke up the next morning with a swollen eye. wear thick eyeliner to cover it up. but anyways.. i learnt something new about myself. when i was crying my hand would be like shaking shivering like crazy. it's so scary. that i scolded myself for crying. ya. i'm weird. very weird. whatever with that. forget it. now i have migraine. sucks. EVERYTHING SUCKS. GOODBYE

insane

guess what?
aku da graduate (= next week start my diploma course. still not confirm though. and i wanna quit bakerzin. hmm..

just now i met up with sery. we watched shutter island. i really like the movie. but of coz you need to really concentrate on it. it's really scary and quite sad at the same time. yeah..

no i am so broke you know. coz just now we ate at the place called heaven loft. B&J. AHAHHA. mad expensive la. don't wanna go there anymore.

hehe sigh i really have no mood to go to work. =(

my wardrobe a mess

& i feel like that too.

do you know what i miss most?
saying I LOVE YOU to the person i love.

today i feel happy. i don't know why. i'm off tmr. but i requested to work just now. 10 to 6. there were a lot of problems today. geex.. i think some people were sleeping. and always the waitress yang kena maki. =( whatever it is. i feel really happy. HAHAHA.



i hope eveything will be alright. miss you

omg.. i'm still sick. 1hour30mins pass... and i haven't receive any reply from you. how disappointing =(

ok don't think so much.

so tired from work tmr 10 to 9 =( got party some more. seow can die already

i care

today i went to school like normal. yea. monday i will graduate. HAH. & i'm so happy that amira said that her workplace got vacancy.. i have always wanted to work at fashion store you know. (=

anyways, i met su after that.. we watched kisk-ass. and it was awesome super super super awesome. (=

it's a must watch.i love the kid you know

i'm sick. i'm hungry

i watched bride wars just now. and it feels so good that aisha called me in the morning today. OMG she took her bike prac 1 already and was complaining to me how heavy it was. haha damn. i wanna take bike prac man. =( and sery, huda and faizul messaging me. feels good but i still miss him though.

the last song

='(

CINTA

i want to play my pet society. hehe (=

Anyway, suhairi is diabetically sweet just now. AHHA. he changed my room light. coz the owner of the house is too LAZY TO CHANGE. whatever. i love you.

Anyway, i just got a news from su about something. oh man.. justice is super unfair. 1k fine only. WTF. it should be more man.

xoxo

i miss my long hair. ='(
i feel like doing extension.

depressing

i have a good day you know as usual. felt guilty though coz the trainer suddenly stopped the lesson. =( met su after that. watched date night. it was super funny. i kept laughing all the way.

ok the thing is. when you laugh hard you cry hard.

something when wrong when i got home. it really infuriates me like crazy. ya.. whatever la. i just can't wait to move out from this house.

ya.. whatever it is. it's just wrong to raise your voice to someone really older than you. and i think i don't want to talk to them. i don't want to.

work. school. work. school. bf. friend.

kisskisshughug

i miss you baby.
goodnight.
i wish i'm staying at woodlands. we are so far apart la syg. please psycho your family to move here. HAHAH. and you must take the corridor room. keke miss those days.

love you love you baby. be sexy when i meet you tmr ok



AND I REALLY HATE IGNORANT INDIVIDUALS. it's just bullshit when they say ignorance is a bliss. WTF WTF. ade ke patut org tu tny babi sausage sedap ke tak. i am MUSLIM SIA. what should i suppose to answer that. stupid.

lost

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss my nya'yi. SERIOUSLY. almost in tears when i saw her pictures at my cousin FB. urgh. FUCK me. i always wanted to visit but i somehow hmm.. blah blah blah but i always visit my nenek. i so sad. and you know what. i forgot my father birthday. it was 31st march but i only realised it when someone bought a birthday cake and then it hit me. but it was one week late. i fcuker right. terrible person. grrrrrrrrrrr.. & i've not been watching TV this few months. AHHAHA I was waiting for suhairi. i waited at his school for 2hours grr.. then i slept and watched the tv. HAHAH. and there amazing race & TOP MODEL. i didn;t know man. i so sad. i'm like so busy so busy so busy that i know nothing is going on you know. =( this week is gonna be a busy week too.. i think i wanna work only 3days next week.

i had fun going out with su today. he went shopping. hahaha. we went new look. realised that there are alot of philipines working. errr.. and i tried on heels and stand beside su. & i think i don't wanna wear heels. HAHAHA. we took this cute shuttle bus to city hall. and eat TCC at funan. TCC awesome man. so sedap my penne mama mia. HAHAHAH. see funny la their food name. keke. and ate dark devotion for dessert. HAHAH it's warm chocolate cake la. I LOVVE WARM CHOCOLATE CAKE. & i love you suhairi. (= kisskiss

reading.

i miss going to the library and sit thigh to thigh with suhairi. and he will be reading comics and i will be reading some romance book. i miss i miss i miss you.

go library on monday ok?

xoxo


"a person without a dream is like an open book."-shah.

calculations

i cannot wait to get a pay rise. i wish i pass the test man. 27april. .......

happy confusing myself

I'm done with my report writting. (=

Oh fuck. i will be working friday to sunday. fucking long hours.
I so wanna quit. =(

i miss you suhairi

oh yeah.
i met seri for lunch & after going out with su. i met huda. hehehe. i love you people. HUGS

off day

i'm at home. i hate my father for cutting my sister's hair like that. WTF. i felt for her. sigh

i watched the bounty hunter and crazy on the outside. and it's really good.

xoxo

and come on. if you're my friend. you'll make the extra effort to ask me out or something. don't say you miss me

I WANT TO SHOP. I SAW SOMETHING BUT I CANNOT GET IT. MAYBE I CAN? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

XOXO

(=

i cut my hair. HAHAHAHAHAHA i like it. i LOVE it so much. i love my hair color.

hais. and my pimples are giving me problem. it's really itchy. i so scared =( like it's spreading you know. sigh i hate my face =(

i really love you su

i don't know what to do with my hair. =(

SHOP SHOP

i met su after school today. & i really hate it when work call up when i have already said that mon and thurs is a no no for me to work coz i will be schooling and after that going out with Handsome. haiya. i don't know what to say eh.. tmr i will be working. i so tired. haha but i hope no customer coz it's public holidays. UE Square is situated at this lonely ulu place you know. haha.

just now we went to LEVI. i found the fuck me perfect jeans EVER. her name is Patricia. I love it so much. but too bad. the denim jacket that su wanted since forever is not there anymore. i was so freaking sad. but it's ok. i still bought jeans at F21 & it's fucking cheap. only $25. hahaha CHEAPO.

we ate at fish & co. i forced suhairi to treat. i am very pampered like that.

love you suhairi
xoxo

it's 12:45am now. & i can't sleep. coz someone apparently slept without saying any goodnight blow kisses to me. so sad.

& i am so tired. but happy coz pay in =D going to buy Levis Jeans for me and denim jacket for su.

xoxo

love you suhairi

this song was entirely in my mind when i'm with suhairi on the bus. my head resting on his shoulder. oh god. and by that i realise that i truly love him. heart & soul. i gave him my everything.



xoxoxo

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doesn't mean i'm wearing i'm new badge you think that i'm vulnerable. i'm not.

warm chocolate cake

my boss is a great man. coz he didn't forget his promise he made to me. haha. that is to make a warm choc cake. i was so happy to the max. and yea.. aku nak mati. i was so super duper tired. sigh. what to do. this is my life.

but after that we had choc fondue with some leftover fruits. kekeke. chocolate chocolate it really warm your heart.

i love you su

& i think i wanna watch movie this monday. REMEMBER ME. Robert Patisson is starring it. woohoo will tell my su

xoxo

i need a break

grrr.

i have come to realise that i never buy any clothes for 2 months. coz i'm so broke =(

barista

heart for baby. i was the barista for today baby. & i was all so panicky but at the same time.. keeping cool. what to do. i'm still learning. i could rmbr some of the drinks. but the hard hard drink with more ingredients in it. like wtf. i kept asking my colleugues and kept looking at the SOP. haiya. waste time =( but i have confidence in doing it.

yay. meet su at 6PM. (=

xoxo

i miss my baby very much sigh

city hall baby

i love suhairi. he is going to be away from me for the first time of our life together. i am so gonna miss him. love you su.

work

Guess i shall just stick to Bakerzin. what to do. study and working part time is never easy. life sucks for me now. but it will get better right. i love su for being there for me. love him alot. he is like my bestfriend 24hours. eh, you are my boyfriend. hehe love you

oh, we saw this Digi cam ad ytd. & i totally love it. it has got this fish eye function. and that means i don't need to get a holga camera. haha. yes holga camera is so cute too. i don't know. but i want a digi cam. i hope he buy for me. NO I WAS JOKING LOVE. hehe




but it cost a bomb. =(

furious

I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY AT EVERYONE. THE WORLD. MYSELF. FUCK IT.

love is

when the lips clashes. when getting ready to meet. when just thinking of him. it makes your heart goes gedebuk gedebak. you feel like you're on the moon when you kiss feels so high yet calm inside you. just makes you happy.

i love you suhairi. i can't never stop loving you now.

xoxo