sigh ='(

i love silversun pickup. anyway, met su just now. i showed off my boyfriend to my friends. FIRST TIME YOU KNOW. we played monopoly card game. it was fun but a bit complicated coz we (me & su) was thinking the money is for what use. he very clever want to action only. hmph.. nevertheless still love you. i love smart guy like you baby. (= but too bad mar had to leave earlier so we made a moved too. we went to NLB. haha just read my book and he read his comics as usual. got home early. gonna miss him. i miss my favorite cousin already.

love can kill

i am falling in love


;;

i'm doing my essay now. and it's really stressing me out man. yay. i'm so happy suhairi going to start attachment then no need to see that bestfriend of him anymore. fucker

LOVE

goodnight.

so tired =(

tired

blah blah blah blah blah blah i just have to live the fact that they are THE BESTEST FRIEND EVER.

always the same thing over over over over again.

close my eyes close my mouth. i won't say a thing anymore. sucks.

hate this stupid motherfucking feeling. it's eating me inside. killing me man.

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

thought it's over. 1 more month to endure. fcuk

It's a kind of magic - Carole Matthews

"I laugh and, holding each other tightly, we sink onto the brand new picnic blanket Leo has splashed out on. Another shooting star crosses the moon, leaving a trail of what looks like silver glitter in its wake. I blink back a tear. This really has been a magical night."

suhairi.. remember you rapped the ludacris 13years old shit. HAHAHAH. i just realised that is the justin bieber song la.

i love you, baby. come hug me.

i am suppose to study for my paper tmr. but i got distracted. grr.

love you su.

I WISH I AM RICH!!

love

i'm sick.

i just wanna spend time with you tmr baby.

love you so much.

molester

I LOVE SCARLETT JOHANSSON HAIR COLOR AND HAIRSTYLE IN IRON MAN 2.

hey su, molest me already. i miss you so much. =(

same speech over and over again

i'm tired.

sucks ya know. to hear the same thing over and over again. if we talked about it again. i guess i should just go. just sucks. take it postively? hmm.. i don't think so. 3rd time already. 4th time. i will call it quits. maybe?

xoxo

love you su.

hmm. hehlove you

JETT

we watched The Runaways at Cathay. serioously. they could have do it better. just merepek la the story line. su said it's like a documentary like that. hah.. yea.. wasted.

i miss you already

heartbreak

I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON. SELFISH. SHALLOW. NARROW-MINDED. AND I WHINE ALOT.

WHY DO YOU LOVE ME THEN? ='(

hello baby

first day at Esprit.

hmm... i don't know. you know. lets see how it goes. sigh

i love you

xoxo
I WANT TO PLAY HOTEL CITY NOW. I LOVE

MOODYY

chalet was freakin fun. so fun. (=

anyways, i woke up late and i took taxi to home and got changed to school after that.

How was school? it was great. but only 12 people. hahaha

after school met suhairi. oh well, i think i was a bit upset with him but whatever la. we watched Ip Man and it was super awesome seriously.. seriously. it thought us a valuable lesson. hehe but i think the TWISTER ACTOR was a bit too much uh. everytime shout shout. keke

then we lepaked at toa payoh park. it was our first time there. it was serene. like not alot of people walking about and all. love you suhairi.

i will be working at esprit wisma tmr. wish me all the best.

i am playing hotel city. i cannot sleep. there is alot of things in my mind. i still don't know if i wanna start school on monday or not. grr.

i miss you

i love moon

i went out with sery today. haha. thought of watching iron man2 and ip man2 but its all sold out. so sad. =( but anyway, we had fun.. just walking around orchard. and this semangat kid stretched his arm and hit my tummy. i think sengaje uh and my necklace berterabuh on the floor. fucking shit. it's my fave necklace. but whatever la.

i miss you su. tmr i shall visit you skjp.
i have family chalet tmr. not excited at all please. so far. monday school. sigh

under the moonlight

we kissed. --- anyway, i went out with suhairi ytd. faizah look so shocked when she saw us. hmm.. we just lepaked at CWP and played games and all. if Afiq tell him earlier that he's not meeting him.. then we could watch the iron man2 or ip man2 right suhairi? grr.. & i spent $200 on one day. hahaha SHIT MAN. but whatever. at least spent it with suhairi (= we went pastamania to eat. mt treat (= we were so hungry. lucky got 30% student discount. the baked dory rice and beef lasagne wasted. i will never order it. such a waste seriously. we nvr eat it. coz tak sedap langsung.


and lately i have been dreaming of goldfish dying. i am so scared. the meaning is To dream of goldfish, is a prognostic of many successful and pleasant adventures. For a young woman, this dream is indicative of a wealthy union with a pleasing man. If the fish are sick or dead, heavy disappointments will fall upon her.

what kind of disappointments. i'm still good. i'll be starting my diploma on monday. and i just got a job at Esprit. =( why must my goldfish die. i killed a goldfish when i was a kid. is this revenge? some more it also means that me or someone close are pregnant. like WTF. i cannot be pregnant what. haha

whatever don't think too much. i'm going to watch twilight now (=