i didn't do my essay. watch tv, eat and sleep the whole day. VERY PRODUCTIVE. hehe and i really need to update my resume. LAZY one more month and school will end.. (=

hmm..

i really don't knw hw to start finding. like i have the diploma. but in this retail industry they all need this 2 years experience... blah blah blah. though i have those experiences. FUCK i;ve been working since i'm sec 3. hmm.. but i;m scared to like straight away take that 1 big step. even to be a supervisor u need to have experience. looking at my age 21. they will of coz judge me.. that i'm not mature enough to think and all that. all though i have role plays to handle such thing. to understand and straight away solving the problem.

OH STOP MAS. if you think this way. i will never get ahead of myself. oh please god. berilah aku petunjuk.

i can do it. i don't need to take that big step. maybe i just apply for the supervisory role first. yea?? and why is that? hmm.. omg.. i must find an answer to that. hmm.. i need to be well equip of knowledge and more experinces. by choosing to be the supervisory role i can actually learn step by step and by that saying. i will have the confident to be the manager????????????????????? urgh. shit.

k la. forget it.

tmr breakfast with love. treat him to LJS. and after that i go to the library alone. =( hahaha

i love you su